Added by Dylan Ishmael on July 6, 2011 at 1:52pm —
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Today just take 5 minutes at a time.
Today remember to breath.
Change is an adjustment.
Allow yourself time to process.
Write your feelings it helps.
Remember good memories, that make you smile.
Drink sleepy time teas to help you sleep.
Drink water to replace the tears you have cried.
Listen to nature, she can give you answers.
With love to you, Coach Louise …
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Added by coachlouise on July 6, 2011 at 4:50am —
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I am still grieving over my fabulous husband, friend and everything to me. How do I ever stop crying, yearning for him and comparing him to all others. He was my 2nd marriage and it was perfection from day one. I am truly lost without him and have to push myself to ever go out and meet new people. It seems people, relatives, well-meaning persons just can't understand this grief and I have now stopped telling anyone about it. But, it is still there and I do feel such a loss as to being…
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Added by Georgia Garrison on July 2, 2011 at 4:26pm —
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you are the constant stream of thought from the moment i open my eyes until i bury my head in the pillow begging for sleep to come.
the reality of this catches me off guard sometimes.
"together we will float like angels", and im banging my fists on the steering wheel. screaming those words. hoping you can hear me.
looking up to the sky.
seeing you in…
Added by Jennifer Nuss on July 1, 2011 at 8:11am —
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I'm just 2 weeks away from turning 25. I never looked this far into my future, to be honest. I only looked as far as 24 and had that whole year planned. Lots of things came to be as planned, except all the unexpected deaths in the family. But along with my Uncle's passing soon after my 24th birthday, my grandmother passing in May and I can only think of July. It is not a big month for my family in the least. It is my birthday month, but not looking this far forward I feel as if I have…
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Added by Krystal Miller on June 30, 2011 at 12:27am —
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One of the things that'd bothered me a fair amount in the last while was hearing people say, "you're so strong!" They seem surprised that I'm still getting up in the morning, going to work, getting my bills (eventually) paid, and so on. The initial reaction was always wanting to scream back, 'Are you NUTS??? Do you have any idea what this all FEELS like? How in the Hell can you think I'm strong when I'm still so hurt and confused and lost so much of the time?!!" I certainly don't feel…
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Added by Sean Casey on June 29, 2011 at 7:42pm —
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Since my husband passed away on 1/6/09 I realized the other day, I don't smile, I don't laugh and I sure don't feel. I don't feel happiness. But I can say, when I start to think about him, I feel pain and the tears come and don't want to stop.
I watch tv.and if its supposed to be funny. I don't think it is. I changed everything that I used to do right down to the type of music I listen to.
I feel sometimes, I just don't know how to be me without him.
Added by Diane Grell on June 29, 2011 at 4:49pm —
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My husband and best friend of 53 years passed away on June 12, 2011. This is all so very new to me. I started a journal and have written 35 pages so far. That is helping me get my thoughts out of my mind and down on paper. I thought the worst day of my life was the day he died but relized the worst days started the next day when I could no longer physically touch him. Can write any more right now. Will get back to this later. My sincere condolances to all who have lost a loved one.
Added by Flo Droll on June 29, 2011 at 11:22am —
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Added by Dylan Ishmael on June 26, 2011 at 11:24pm —
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Added by Dylan Ishmael on June 26, 2011 at 10:33pm —
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can't believe its been almost a month since my mom passed. i still think about the day she died, every single day. i relive her funeral in my mind every day. ill never forget her face the day she died, its engraved in my brain. i miss her more and more with every passing day. i have been told this gets 'easier' but never really goes away; i am not feeling this is getting easier at all. i miss you so much mom. love you forever XXXX
Added by chrissy m on June 25, 2011 at 11:56am —
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Added by Dylan Ishmael on June 24, 2011 at 10:12am —
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Added by Dylan Ishmael on June 22, 2011 at 10:32pm —
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Added by Dylan Ishmael on June 22, 2011 at 6:15pm —
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Added by Dylan Ishmael on June 22, 2011 at 12:11am —
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17th June 2011 Happy 20th Birthday Jacob How I wished you were here to celebrate with us I love you Jakey Michael Birthday wishes being sent heaven bound oxoxox always your mum
Added by Jacob Michael scott McLeod-Steinmetz on June 17, 2011 at 6:00am —
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16th June 2011 will be 6 years since our Jacob left us .. closed his eyes and flew to heaven our beautiful brave boy ... it's so hard to believe that he has been gone for 6 years .. it still feels like it was just yesterday .I miss his smile ,his laugh ,his smell I miss all our little chats ,watching him play sport hearing his stories listening to music .. there is so much I miss ..6 years is such a long time to not be able to hold your…
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Added by Jacob Michael scott McLeod-Steinmetz on June 16, 2011 at 5:00pm —
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honestly this website dont work for me on this case but atleast i get to write even if no one ever writes back. i feel so alone at times that i just feel likemy heart is so swollen becaause all the pain thats in it. i dont really have much comunication with my family its like they moved on so quick from what happened to my mom the last time i went to p.r. just to see her grave no one wanted to take me to the cementary and i havent been able to earn enough money to go back to see her and its…
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Added by steacy del valle on June 16, 2011 at 9:02am —
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I got some good news today at work: I got a raise. It's a decent amount more, and will go quite a ways to alleviate some of the stress I've had about money in the last few months since Ariel killed herself. I still don't know if it's enough to let me hang on to the house, but at least it means I don't have to rush quite so much to get out of here. That's good news.
What was strange was that when I saw it, there wasn't the upwelling of happiness or joy I'd have expected. …
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Added by Sean Casey on June 16, 2011 at 12:11am —
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http://spiritspout.blogspot.com/2011/06/tequila-to-open-grans-funeral.html
This morning I awoke and felt uncomfortable. I'd taken a Lunesta sleeping pill so that I'd be able to sleep and not be an entire wreck at Gran's funeral. An unfortunate side effect of such a pill is often a nasty, bitter taste in one's mouth. I brushed my teeth twice, but I couldn't get rid of it, so I just…
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Added by Dylan Ishmael on June 15, 2011 at 1:37am —
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