16th June 2011 will be 6 years since our Jacob left us .. closed his eyes and flew to heaven our beautiful brave boy ... it's so hard to believe that he has been gone for 6 years .. it still feels like it was just yesterday .I miss his smile ,his laugh ,his smell  I miss all our little chats ,watching him play sport hearing his stories listening to music .. there is so much I miss ..6 years is such a long time to not be able to hold your child ...I miss you Jake with every beat of my heart ..I love you to the moon and back to the galaxies and beyond infinity plus 1 xoxox always Mum