all of her things are still here, un touched. it's as if she still lives here.

today i decided to have a look in her closet and got me missing her so much. seeing her clothes it's almost like she is still in them.

i think its good some times to force yourself to do these things, have a good cry.

 

miss you so much mom XOXOXO

Bonjour Maman,

 

i miss you so much every single day. not one day goes by that i don't think of you and feel incredible sadness like i have never experienced in my life.

 

i often wonder if you are embodied in the sparrows i see flying over your garden. i often think that is you, checking up on  us, the garden, the house. you know we miss you so much every day and wish we could see your smiling face again.

 

i can't believe it has been almost 2…

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can't believe its been almost a month since my mom passed. i still think about the day she died, every single day. i relive her funeral in my mind every day. ill never forget her face the day she died, its engraved in my brain. i miss her more and more with every passing day. i have been told this gets 'easier' but never really goes away; i am not feeling this is getting easier at all. i miss you so much mom. love you forever XXXX