honestly this website dont work for me on this case but atleast i get to write even if no one ever writes back. i feel so alone at times that i just feel likemy heart is so swollen becaause all the pain thats in it. i dont really have much comunication with my family its like they moved on so quick from what happened to my mom the last time i went to p.r. just to see her grave no one wanted to take me to the cementary and i havent been able to earn enough money to go back to see her and its been a year already. ever since she died i feel i have no home im living in my inlaws house with my husban n child and its not easy. you always have ppl critizise u without them ever appreciating all the good this i do they live in this fantasy that they do so much and they really dont do anything for u. i feel like i have no one on my corner anymore i feel like if people attack me that its just me against the world. i guess i use to take advantage of the fact that my mom was always there for me to defend me and its hard that i dont have that security net that i once felt and for along time now has vanished when my mom died. everyday it feels like a nightmare that i just cant wake up from. its like something from a movie you know what i mean you dont hear about something like that or atleast you never thought it would happen especially to your mom. being a victim of homicide suicide and never being able to have closure for the simple fact the bastard was to much of a coward to even face everyone or go to jail for his action. he wanted to kill her theres no way u shoot someone 4 times and didnt intend on killing them and then he shot himself i hope he rott and burn in hell you son of a bitch
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