I just want my mom back!
Added by Monique Douglas on January 6, 2011 at 9:57pm —
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Thank you for your kind words. They meant alot when I'm feeling so lonely.
Added by Molly Smith on January 6, 2011 at 5:01pm —
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It has been more than 7 months, and I have nowhere to turn. Life seems lifeless. Missing you so much.
Added by Molly Smith on January 6, 2011 at 2:42pm —
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I never realized that there were so many people that are going through what I am. Over the past couple of years I have lost my grandmother who I loved very much, and my soulmate. The holidays get extremely hard, but I think it just reminds me of how things used to be. A better time in my life where I felt that nothing could go wrong. My soulmate's name is Jerry, and we did everything together. He showed me the world and how it could be, live each day to the fullest. I don't do that anymore, I…
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Added by Caitlin Wolfe on January 4, 2011 at 7:17pm —
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It's been 3 years and I'm still not sure how to find the way back to my-self. I'm just lost with her.
My mom passed away on December 7, 2007 after being diagnosed on Thanksgiving day with pancreatic cancer. She had been having problems for a few months prior, but it seemed like they only diagnosed each symptom, but never the whole person. I was at the hospital everyday and did everything I could think to do. I made sure her false teeth were kept clean, rode rough…
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Added by Andy Dearing on January 4, 2011 at 1:26am —
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I'm new to this site and am hoping to find some people who are grieving just like me.
Last year on December 17th I was taken to the hospital in horrific pain.. I realized that I had a condition that caused me to lose my baby boy when I was just 19 weeks pregnant. I was in a bad state as well and was an hour away from losing my life. No-one…
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Added by Tracy on January 3, 2011 at 5:33pm —
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The holiday has come and gone and it took no prisoners this year and I am grateful for that.The decorations are down and put in their boxes,The boughs of holly are saftly nestled in their containers. The tree is back to sleep for another year and the lights are done twinling for another year.The stockings are all rolled up and put into stacks to be stowed away nicely while they take their long winters nap. The candy canes were old so I put them in a box and off to the trash they went so they…
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Added by anne on January 3, 2011 at 12:34am —
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The first adventure Denise and I had was a trip to the Ritz Carlton Hotel in Pasadena. Being travel agents we could stay at nice hotels at discounted rates. Denise loved the water and we spent a lot of time in the jacuzzi and the pool. We went for a drive which we loved to do, and found a park where we could hike. We hiked for a mile or so, had a great time on the trail, then headed back to the hotel for dinner. Denise was about 200 pounds over weight and was anxious to lose the weight…
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Added by michael sandoval on January 1, 2011 at 1:26pm —
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It's the first day of the new year, and now we begin a new. I did'nt say we start over because I don't want to start over. I want to begin a new.A new way of thinking, a new way of believing, and a new way of living my life. I have been on a very long and painful journey. I'm thinking it's time to do things different. This year I am going to try and spend more days laughing than crying, smiling, instead of frowning, and grateful instead of being selfish. I have realized that I can't change…
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Added by anne on January 1, 2011 at 5:01am —
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Dear Ones, If you would like to join this site as a member you must share your loss and about yourself. This is to help avoid the spam that every site gets. Thank you Coach Louise
Added by coachlouise on December 30, 2010 at 9:43pm —
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My little girls,
did I ever mention your Grandpa?
Your grandfather was my daddy,
And he loved you and I dearly.
He is watching us from the clouds now,
that's why mommy is always looking up there.
Just like your daddy,
my daddy was a super hero,
he chased all the monsters away for me.
You never need to worry about the monsters,
they are very scared of daddy.
Just like your daddy,
my daddy…
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Added by Cindel Bryan on December 30, 2010 at 12:56pm —
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Even though this is my first christmas without my husband, it really was joyous. I decedid to give my testimony christmas eve. I had went through a divorce when i was 27 and married jeremy when i was 33. but my divorce i really got angry at God started drinking, going with different men, and putting my life in danger. when i met jeremy. i was so much in love. he died this october 2010. he was 32. it crushed me. but my faith grew. i felt Gods presence like i never felt before. i spoke at…
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Added by tammi sue maczorowski on December 29, 2010 at 2:57pm —
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Today I accepted help from a complete stranger. Whether or not she will help me I don't know, but i'm hoping so.I am amazed at how much fun christmas was this year. Not a tear was shed, but nobody talked about the boys either. I bought my little grandson a book from hallmark that you can record your voice reading the story. It was Frosty the Snowman. At the end of the book I recorded the song part that goes " thumpty, thump, thump, thumpty thump thump,look at frosty go. Thumpty…
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Added by anne on December 29, 2010 at 4:14am —
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It is Christmas night, after reading all the stories on the many forums,…
Added by coachlouise on December 26, 2010 at 1:00am —
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it will soon be 3 yrs since my daughter was killed and my entire life has turned to pure haterid.
i think that i will never die for fear of what i have to say to god himself IF he ever has the raw nerve to show his face to me. no one could have done what has become of me. death wil not come for me even though i beg. i want to die, but in a way that gets me into heaven. if there is a heaven/god any of it! i have earned serious doubts.
my daughters death killed me. my wife says…
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Added by fred upton on December 23, 2010 at 1:28am —
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So here we go...I thought joining this site would help me process some of the feelings I have about losing my father and my brother. On Labor Day in 2004 my little brother was tragically taken from our family. My parents owned their own business and were working at the Nebraska State Fair. It was the last day of the fair and my husband, brother Guy, and I went to another festival with our business for the Labor Day Holiday. I can re-live that day over and over again with very specific…
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Added by Gina Newman on December 22, 2010 at 9:18pm —
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Added by Caroline Billick on December 22, 2010 at 11:30am —
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Our lives go on without you
But nothing is the same,
We have to hide our heartaches
When someone speaks your name.
Sad are the hearts that love you
Silent the tears that fall,
Living our hearts without you
Is the hardest part of all.
You did so many things for us
Your heart was kind and true,
And when we needed someone
We could always count on you.
The special years will not return
When we…
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Added by Ammy on December 22, 2010 at 10:24am —
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My grief is still very new (my husband passed away on December 3rd of this year). Writing and networking with others has really helped. I had a doctor's appointment yesterday and to having to circle W in the marital status field was traumatizing. I know that is just one of many challenges I will face over the next year. This morning as I was trying to wrap my 3 grandson's Christmas gifts (that thank God I purchased in November-I can't do the stores right now) my tears were falling on the…
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Added by Patricia J. Jones on December 21, 2010 at 8:13am —
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WHEW! The other days blog was pretty intense. Not sorry I wrote it though. I am so glad I had this site to get that out of me. When it gets that bad it's so much better to say it and get it out rather than keeping inside and making myself sick over it. I truly don't like feeling that way but sometimes I have no choice. It is a roller coaster ride and not a fun one. Those times are going to come and go and I know that all to well, but being allowed to write it out gives me the tool I need to…
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Added by anne on December 19, 2010 at 5:15pm —
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