I feel as if i am alone.i know i am not i am a wear of it but i miss my parents i lost them is a short period of time and i am struggling to stay calm and sane at first whebt they died i was strong and hid my feelings...leading to cryin alone in the hideing in my room so no one could see or hear me avoiding human contact when the days got too hard but now i cant hode anymore im seeing things that remond me of them eavry were i go and with the holidays near this will b the fisrt without them am…
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Added by Rosemarie Virginia Townsend on October 20, 2016 at 10:54am —
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Added by Diana, Grief Recovery Coach on October 16, 2016 at 1:00pm —
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After my father's death, I became so emotionally unstable and I have had a lot of trouble motivating myself to do anything including being alive. My dog came to live with me 2 months ago because she gave me a sense of purpose having to take care of her and she helped me pull my self together and comfort me. I had been doing much better with her by my side and for the first time since I lost my dad I felt like I had my life together and could move forward. Today she had to go live with my mom…
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Added by Mare on October 11, 2016 at 6:24pm —
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I'm trying to leave all these pain full thoughts behind and move forward , its not easy as my shrink says ..... How do u forgive your own mom for pushing u away when my dad was ill and died that's my main pain full thing ...
Added by emma on October 11, 2016 at 2:23pm —
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My mom and husband passed within eight days of each other in September of 2015. And now for the last year all my family has left me completely alone they don't call why is it when you lose someone like that everyone disappears all the people that said they were going to be there for you is not don't they understand how hurtful that is how do you handle that ???
Added by Pamela philipp on October 8, 2016 at 1:00pm —
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My older brother died on September 14 from kidney failure and an infection that could not be treated.
My sister-in-law called me to tell me he was in the hospital as I was checking my bag to fly from California to Iowa for my daughter's birthday. That was on September 6th.…
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Added by Jim Eginoire on October 6, 2016 at 8:52pm —
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cry i sea
cry in sea
cry in sea…
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Added by dream moon JO B on October 5, 2016 at 5:10pm —
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I don't even know where to begin ... Everyone thinks I am so strong and I handle this so well. But when I am alone I am depressed and despondent. My grief overwhelms me. I miss my child so very much. No matter how lucky I feel that I am blessed he left me with a awesome daughter in law and grand daughter. I still feel empty without my son, my baby. I can't seem to bring myself to talk to anyone about how I feel. I feel like if I do I make people uncomfortable. So I bury myself in my grief when…
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Added by Katherina Conley on October 4, 2016 at 2:26pm —
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Added by dream moon JO B on October 4, 2016 at 2:02pm —
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shawn please come get me, take me from this hell I now live in, this deep dark hole I cant get out of, without you theres nothing left, im so empty, lonely. I need to hold you, I need to hear your voice, I love you always and forever, mom
Added by kim on October 3, 2016 at 11:18am —
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my helll yea i usd be me in 2011 wear did she go
2012 gon off 2 be helll it did
why coz dad had a strokee he did thn getin i him bac wz grt thn wk a bit had 2 be sad coz he had 2 go bac 2 hpstl but died day hrf…
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Added by dream moon JO B on October 1, 2016 at 5:30pm —
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I really hate when people say you need to move on. Really???? Are you kidding me??? How can I ever move on??? You meet that one person in your life who was your twin flame, your love, your life, your soul. Its only been 3 1/2 months for Gods sake. Its so hard to deal with this and with people who have never been through it. They think you can just move on, just like that. God forbid it ever happens to them, but when it does they will be in for a huge shock. I will never move on. I…
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Added by Donna Amendola on October 1, 2016 at 4:22am —
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I lost my father 10 months ago when I was 21. Losing a parent at this age sucks. I am going through a job search now, and he was always the person who knew a lot about that and could help me. I don't have anyone to go to now and I keep getting rejected from jobs. It makes me feel like I am not good enough or worth it. Sometimes I wish I was dead so I could be with him and not have to worry about trying to be an adult without him.
Added by Mare on September 27, 2016 at 3:06pm —
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i wish i cud run up hill wear no 1 can sea me i no its song but i wish i cud run wear no 1 will n me wear i get no slf pity 2 be person i usd 2 be coz of loss i do i wish i cud run up hill i do be me agan persn i wz yrs go if id di mak a deal if god it still be a big prb pron prob coz i thng god must realy hate me i do
iv had so mush loss so mush bad shit why me i ye;;lllllllllllllllll i do i luv song juts herd it i did its why i did a blog on it i did but run up hill 2 escap my…
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Added by dream moon JO B on September 25, 2016 at 5:34pm —
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I really don't know what I would do without this site, knowing I can come on here and read other peoples posts and know that I'm not going insane and I am indeed normal is a great help to me, I just cannot relate to people anymore, I have learnt that so called friends do not give a damn about me anymore, and im sick of people asking me "how are you, are you o.k", No I'm not…
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Added by joanne on September 25, 2016 at 3:40pm —
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Your clothes remain in the wardrobe and in your drawers. I keep thinking I should do something with them but I just can't bear to. Some stupid part of me keeps thinking what if you come back. Stupid I know. I must be out of my mind. But I don't want to let go. I can't. It hurts too much.
Added by Donna Amendola on September 23, 2016 at 4:53pm —
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I work at a building with over a thousand employees, there is a lot of small talk waiting for elevators and walking from the parking structure. This morning an upbeat co-worker got off the phone with his parents and two stepped to catch up with me for small talk the rest of the way to the office. He started his convo with "ah parents" and I froze. I didn't know what to do or say. Long story short it gutted me and was the worst 3 minutes of my life. Immediately followed by the next worse ten…
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Added by Linda Miranda on September 20, 2016 at 11:06am —
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so kinda irritated cause I didn't notice where I was typing this long story from this morning that left me gutted. I put my whole heart into it and went to hit "share" and it's just deleted. Right now I feel like I can't even mourn my parents right. Crazy how quickly sadness can turn to anger. It's my own fault which just makes it worse cause I have nobody to blame. I'll retype the story and see if it helps me. Again. }:/
Added by Linda Miranda on September 20, 2016 at 11:02am —
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ATTENTION!!!
Let's be perfectly clear . . . spammers/spellcasters etc. I will seek you out and prosecute you to the fullest extent of the law . . . so remove yourself now before I find you. You are preying on people who are grieving. Where is your heart???????
Added by Diana, Grief Recovery Coach on September 17, 2016 at 7:33am —
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ok sorry 2 say it duz god /saton giv a sh@t or f@@@k wot hapns 2 us i do
2012 wz bad coz of loss
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lifs seasm 2 be getin so sh@t on me u cud say i feal lk im getin pusnd wors thn peados kilers in prison u cud say not slf pity
iv bean hear sisne 2012 evry 1 on bean grt on hear coz ill say thnx 2 evry 1 evn wen i go off on 1
but i nead 2 vnt loeds of thngs i do
but i cud tak all day al mth all yr…
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Added by dream moon JO B on September 11, 2016 at 5:00pm —
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