I still can't believe it's been 5 months since my dad passed.  I find myself still completely forgetting everything that has happened and going about my day as if all is well. Busy at work, keeps my brain busy and then it hits me that he's gone.  For weeks go by and I'm thinking he's still here.  But he's not. The severe pain is gone and I'm shocked that it seems to have faded so quickly.  The black pain seems to be gone, but now there's some mixed in with a bit of white... a light at the end… Continue