I"m so happy and so sad at the same time. Finally, after months of waiting,  Daddy came back to me in a dream.  I've waited so long.. and it was short and sweet.

I dreamt that I was in their house walking through trying to find the bathroom. I sense that Mom is in one of the bathrooms. All the bathrooms were locked for some reason so I go through Mom & Dad's bedroom. As I walk through the bedroom i see Daddy lying in bed, sleeping. Peacefully, happy.  In my dream I know he's gone.  As I stand there watching him, he opens his eyes and smiles at me. I realize that his body is surrounded in a white light and I know that he's passed. he starts speaking german to me which i can't understand and I say "hi Daddy, are you ok?" He smiles, "Yes, I'm fine." "Daddy I love you. " I love you too pumpkin."  He seemed happy, at peace. I see the white light even more and I know that it's not really him and that I'm seeing his spirit, and then I wake up. 

As i woke up, I could tell that my room was really bright. And I thought I had overslept. Was it the afternoon? it was soo bright. As I opened my eyes, the blinds were closed and it was dark.  Later on I realized that the bright light was him, and that he probably was in my bedroom.

I keep asking him every night for real, if he is ok.  He finally told me.  he's fine. 

I love you too daddy. Pease come back again soon.  I'll be waiting.