I read every post, every day...I wish so much to reach out, console, comfort, support...but I find I do not have the words. There is a desire but no ability. Only raw, emotional pain. Anguish. I wish for the desires of our hearts to be whole again in our arms. I wish we could have our children.

A whisper on the wind did come one moon drenched night in winter

Within my soul a note did enter, the sweetest voice said, "Mom..."

Spring followed soon amid the pain, A beautiful baby born,

Worldly sorrows from me were torn, A Heavenly gift attained.

Sunshine alighted her footsteps, Laughter bubbled from her lips

All mundane woes she did eclipse as I watched her while she slept

Her happiness made my heart sing ! She brought…

Just struggling today...not in anquish just grasping at memories...