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Comment by Sandy Elaine Norris on April 1, 2015 at 7:15pm

I guess I'm much different. Since losing Mark, my faith has become stronger. I have always believed in God. I was raised in a Pentecostal Holiness church. God has always been very real to me. Without him, I would have no hope of ever seeing Mark, my mama, or all of my other loved ones that have passed. My heart is broken right now but without that hope, there is no way I could go on.

Comment by Dianne M. on April 1, 2015 at 6:50pm

I went to a meeting at my dads nursing home tonight and my husband should have been there with me. I cried and screamed all the way home. I am trying to be there for my dad but my heart is so broken I can barely function at times.

And I am mad at God too...my husband was a good and kind man who would do anything for anyone and for him to die so suddenly and with no warning or me even being able to say goodbye will haunt me forever. I dont know how \ why God let this happen or why he didn't save one of the good guys and let the trash in the world walk around with no purpose or love of anyone....I am just so mad/sad tonight.

Comment by George H on April 1, 2015 at 6:33pm

we were also giving Mary morphine through a PICC line she was fairly sedated when she passed and I do understand the loneliness and the emptiness just feel that all the time

Comment by Donna M Dowling-Hall on April 1, 2015 at 6:30pm

For me, saying goodbye didn't really help.  My husband was being kept "comfortable" on a morphine drip.  He was heavily sedated.  I told him not to linger for me, that I was a survivor and I would survive his passing. I told him that I loved him and always will.  I don't know if he heard me.  This was early on Thursday.  He was gone at 10:55 pm.  I am still broken and empty and so very lonely.

Comment by George H on April 1, 2015 at 6:30pm

Donna I list my faith also how could an all loving God let this happen mary was a good woman never was bad to anyone me I could be an ass at time I'm sure not getting it but she was the one who bebeleved

Comment by Donna M Dowling-Hall on April 1, 2015 at 6:21pm

I have lost my faith.  I am still angry with God and blame him. 

 

Comment by George H on April 1, 2015 at 4:45pm

Mary was a true believer she told her daughter that she was right with Christ and she could go anytime myself I'm still searching for answers but I hope then when she closed her eyes for the last time that it was all she expected

Comment by Tildyc on April 1, 2015 at 3:57pm

George, John T and m morgan- Thank you for sharing your opinions/thoughts on the afterlife and where you feel our loved ones may have gone. I was raised by my parents and my mom is very religious. She is a sweet and loving woman my mother and a saint in her own right. And her faith keeps her strong and has helped her through 85 yrs and everything that life throws at you when you live that long. Myself personally – as I've grown older, I've begun questioning everything that I was taught in the church when I was growing up. Ive never been what you would call a devout church goer or religious. But now that my soul mate has "disappeared" I truly feel there is a different answer from what I have been told all this time. I do feel at a gut level that there is an afterlife for us. And I'm sure most of us heard that energy never goes away, it just changes form. That is scientific fact. So it stands to reason that the energy from people who pass must go somewhere. I prefer to call this energy- our spirit/soul. And the first couple weeks that my Mark was gone, I felt his presence. I do not know how to explain it. He showed up mainly in my dreams. But these dreams were like no other dream I've ever had before. They were far beyond just lucid. There was a physical aspect to them somehow. A tingling sensation in my upper body and a voice in my head that woke me up a couple of times. The voice was not my own and I felt it more than I heard it. If that makes any sense. And I know it was Mark's voice. I realize all this sounds strange but I don't know how else to explain it. So plz don't banned me from our site because you guys might think that my cheese is slipping off my cracker. It's something that's been on my mind since Mark went away.

m morgan- what you shared- interests me. It sounds a little complicated but I would like to explore this a little more. I'll do a Internet search on this subject to start. If you have websites or other information to suggest, I'd appreciate it.

Comment by George H on April 1, 2015 at 2:25pm

Thank you Sandy

Comment by Sandy Elaine Norris on April 1, 2015 at 12:57pm

I'm right there with you George. Everyday seems to be a little harder than the next. I wish I could help make your heart lighter.

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