"i dnt no i got frinds but iv my brothrer sister wen thy gon iv got not no 1 "
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Kathleen Jordan
- Female
- Lake Placid, FL
- United States
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What's Next?
For those that have been changed to the core by their loss, but have to survive in the now.See More
What's Next?
For those that have been changed to the core by their loss, but have to survive in the now.See More
"Hi Kathleen,
I was intrigued by your title "What's next?" I feel that often we can all get caught up in the story of our grief, our pain and trauma. Not that it's not important. This pain is real. It comes and goes, but lives…"
What's Next?
For those that have been changed to the core by their loss, but have to survive in the now.See More
What's Next?
For those that have been changed to the core by their loss, but have to survive in the now.See More
What's Next?
For those that have been changed to the core by their loss, but have to survive in the now.See More
"Even though dream moon can't do grammar, I agree. It doesn't stop...it will hit at moments out of the clear blue....4 years, 9 years or 20. It is a loss, and it's real."
"I have been a member of this site for a few years now, and one of the most depressing things I see is people that are lost in the loss. I have many friends IRL that I thought I understood; now I actually do. Folks that still are single after 20…"
What's Next?
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Profile Information
- About Me:
- I am 52, a high school teacher, and it took me 3 marriages/divorces and 16 years to find the love of my life. I ride motorcycles, sew, have a wonderful daughter and cowboy grandson. I have cats and a dog (thanks to my protective daughter) and live in the boonies.
- About my Loss:
- My significant other was in a horrible motorcycle accident in March of 2015. He was in ICU for 3 weeks, had 2 rods in his back from T5-T12, and left the hospital 4 weeks after his accident. I was his care giver all summer, and then I had to go back to work. He moved forward, even got back on the bike and became tough again(for the ride). He refused to take opioids and hated the follow up doctors he had. It took until he was so swelled that he couldn't get in his tennis shoes and I had been diagnosed with breast cancer before he finally went to the emergency room. By that time, it was too late. His liver was failing (cirrhosis), and one hospital sent him home with meds he couldn't take. I had my lumpectomy on Friday and he went back in the hospital Monday. He left the hospital on Saturday, October 15th, 2016--his 49th birthday--and signed himself into hospice. He stayed home. He was lucid for about three days and passed that Friday. We were fighting for his social security, but since we weren't married, he got a letter after he died that he wasn't eligible because he was deceased.
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Trying to move on
It's been almost 3 and a half years since I lost the love of my life. In that time, I moved my parents in with me, because I owed them so much. Last year, my 91 year old Pops told me"happy birthday" 6 days before my birthday and the day the docs were sending him to the nursing home.....the last thing he said to me. Now, my mom is terrified that she is going to die in the heart surgery that she has scheduled for Friday. Hey, I'm terrified as well. I did karaoke as a side line, because I…
ContinuePosted on March 12, 2019 at 1:40am
Anniversary Dates
Last night was tough....very tough. 2 years ago, I thought he was going to die then. It was an emotional month while he was in ICU and step down. But, it was the same date (5 months ago) that he went to his peace and I went here. Today was not good either...especially when my mom realized what yesterday was and facebook showed a memory of him last year...almost healthy. Some one said that the dates are hard, but it gets more routine.
There are times that I wonder if I was too…
ContinuePosted on March 22, 2017 at 6:15pm
I don't know what to title this
Tomorrow is that day....that horrible day when everything started to go to crap. When he quit cooking for our riders, he went on a memorial run for a friend of ours that got in an accident the year before....the day that he got into his accident....and died in the ambulance.....I saw the chopper set down, and an acquaintance of mine ran out as the paramedic...and I yelled at him..."That's my hunny in there! PLEASE take care of him!"....That was 2 years ago. Yes, I got him for an extra…
ContinuePosted on March 20, 2017 at 10:30pm
Memories
Maybe I'm strange. I enjoy my memories. Granted, it's tough and time is making it a little easier, but I think that it is only because I am learning how to "behave" when I remember. I felt extremely lucky to have my hunny for the extra year and a half that I got. He died in the ambulance at his accident and if his C1 had chipped 1 mm the other way, he would've died or been paralyzed. Even though that year and a half was hard--I was caregiver for 5 months while he grew in strength and…
ContinuePosted on March 17, 2017 at 9:36pm
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"GriefShare is a church based support group. They do have meetings online, but the usual format is a group of people experiencing a loss getting together weekly to watch videos (13 weeks total) about grief and loss. After the video, we talk about the…"
"is griefshare a website like this?"
"Kali
I’m so so sorry you are going through this. Grief is hard enough, but going through it secretly, all the while having to continue showing up for your kids, is just brutal.
Perhaps your friend was careful to hide your conversations behind…"
It was not supposed to be like this
In 2014 I met the most amazing man ever. We were both in our very early 20s and were looking for different things at the time. We ceased communication for roughly 6 months. During which time, he completed basic training and joined the Air Force. By the time we reconnected he was already at his first duty station.. 8 hours away.We decided we wanted to continue our relationship and proceeded to cultivate a deeply emotional connection. Regular calls and video chats, visits while he was home on…See More
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