Tomorrow is that day....that horrible day when everything started to go to crap.  When he quit cooking for our riders, he went on a memorial run for a friend of ours that got in an accident the year before....the day that he got into his accident....and died in the ambulance.....I saw the chopper set down, and an acquaintance of mine ran out as the paramedic...and I yelled at him..."That's my hunny in there!  PLEASE take care of him!"....That was 2 years ago.    Yes, I got him for an extra year and a half....but dammit.....when he left cooking, I knew he was emotional....and (please explain tome why I said what I said) I told him be safe...I didn't want one of those calls......and I got one.     It took 3 different people calling me on his phone for me to even try to  believe it.

I want to know that Karma works, and I don't even want to discuss the negative that came with all of that....but I was so tempted....watching the guy that both my hunny and our friend rode ith on "his" birthday (tomorrow) blow by the establishment where I was today.     I have faith in the universe.