I go to bed at night knowing that I am going to bed alone.  But when I wake up for just a split second I think I can turn over and see his face laying next to me.  I wake up crying alot, but I know I have to let the tears come when they want to.  We were so involved in every aspect of each other's lives.  We woke up together, went to work together, worked together, came home together....Very few days were we apart.  I really don't know how to just be "Kelly" after being "Anthony and Kelly" for so many years.

 

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Comment by Cheryl Skorski on January 8, 2013 at 11:01pm

Hello.  My husband passed away 15 days before Christmas.  He wanted to be cremated so he sits next to my bed on the nightstand.  I have cried more times on that box before I go to bed.  I wait to feel him snuggling me, but it never comes.  We, too, were completely intertwined in our lives.  It is very lonely here without him.  I wait for him to come to me in a dream to let me know he is OK.  I have had 2 glimpses of him in a dream, but not a vivid one.  I long to see his face and his smile.  I miss him so much.

Comment by Evie Molina on December 27, 2012 at 1:53am
I'm so sorry for your lose, I lost my brother 6 months ago but it feels like it just happened loosing a loved one is not easy now urs is an Angel

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