Well I want to wish everyone out there a safe day.I know how much sadness one can have inside them as I live with it everyday. My mom loves Christmas, all the lights,the baking and family .All the happiness that should be there .But is not there anymore.

I have been able to hide my feelings for the most part but I know with my moms birthday on the new years eve, it will be a different story. Mom I will do my best to stay strong. I have planned a nice dinner ,with cake and will share…