95 days now far too many have passed.Soon it will be the big guys birthday and you won't be here for it ether .Mom, how will I get through life without you right next to me.I miss you I miss you oh if I could bring you back I would.

The blue jays are doing good. I brought your bread pan up and look forward to at least using it one time before retiring it! I think I will wait thou until fall to do that.I will go and buy a nice bottle of wine break out your old recipe books and follow it to a t :-).

I am reeling in the pain of missing you still and know that it will be with me forever. That is OK ,I can deal with that because it is the love that I have for you that shows right through it all.My sweet Mother I love you,stay with me 

Love Kim