I had a tough night last night.  Could not sleep, very restless.  Sometimes I think I have a plan and can get through this, other days I don't know if I am coming or going.  I feel like running, running as fast as i can to get away from my feelings, hopping the next plane to nowhere.  One day I have a handle on things and the next day the handle broke off. I suppose I still have a long way to go to get thru the grieving process.  I never dreamed it would be so hard.  My husband still opened…

I have 2 daughters,  one lives in Minnesota and the other in the sunshine state, Florida.  For 2 years my husband and I dreamed of moving to Florida.  Last summer we got really serious about making the move. Wow! we were really going to do it. We started packing what we wanted to take and gave everything else to the salvation army. We didn't bring alot cause we were going to start over, new journey, new life.  MARCH 2012.  We sold our house in Indiana and headed for Florida March 18, 2012. …