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my mom. <3

she passed away alone, in PA. we are all from nj, but after a divorce and financial issues she went to PA. i brought her to the bus station to go there. i even bought her the ticket because i didn't have anywhere for her to stay, i was living with my boyfriend at that time. this causes most of my guilt. i feel like, if i had just kept her here, and helped her, she would be alive right now. my mom was troubled. she was the smartest woman i will ever know, but she kept falling harder. it seemed… Continue

Added by nicole baumann on April 23, 2009 at 11:25pm — 7 Comments

truth

truth is this everything you ever done good or bad and you know everything about yourself after a loss of magnitude you were never willing to except you or i should say I have great difficulty inthinking of everything i ever could have done different its to late so it just seems to build on your mind and weigh you down maybe it should have been different but it wasnt so is that my fault or just life u tell me

Added by Robert Tinsley on April 23, 2009 at 4:22pm — 2 Comments

On Life After Death, Dr. Kübler-Ross

Dr. Elisabeth Kübler-Ross was an internationally renowned physician, author, speaker, and expert on death and dying. She was listed as one of the 100 most important thinkers of the century by Time magazine in 1999, and received 20 honorary degrees for her achievements. She published 20 books on death and dying, and her book On Death and Dying was named one of the 100 most influential books of the century. She was included in the International Biographical Centre’s list of the foremost women of… Continue

Added by Diana, Grief Recovery Coach on April 20, 2009 at 8:51pm — No Comments

Word Vomit...just typing as I feel... Sometimes I miss her And sometimes I don't I feel as though I am Disgracing Her memory When I forget Even for a moment Sometimes I go days Without thinking of …

Word Vomit...just typing as I feel...





Sometimes I miss her

And sometimes I don't

I feel as though I am

Disgracing

Her memory

When I forget

Even for a moment

Sometimes I go days

Without thinking of her

Then she comes to mind

And I hate myself for forgetting

Usually I want to remember

I want to remember her life

Her amazing personality

The awesome person she was

But when I remember her life

I also… Continue

Added by e d on April 19, 2009 at 11:57pm — 2 Comments

Red Sea Places

For some reason, this just spoke to me. Maybe it's the phrase "Red-Sea-place in your life", maybe it's the knowledge that I'm in that place where I just have to walk through this grief.



Thought some of you might like this, too.





When you come to the Red-Sea-place in your life,

When, in spite of all you can do,

There is no way round, there is no way back,

There is no other way but through:





Then know God with a soul serene,

And the… Continue

Added by Margaret R. on April 14, 2009 at 6:13pm — 2 Comments

Remembering (a poem by me)

your memory haunting me

your face flashing in front of my eyes

your voice quoting napoleon dynamite

plays inside my head.

it's been so long

why do I still remember you like this

why do I picture your face

every time someone mentions cancer?

I love you

I loved you

but you were taken from me

by the god I am told loves me

why did he do that?

how loving can he really be?

How could he let someone

as amazing as you… Continue

Added by e d on April 13, 2009 at 8:18pm — 2 Comments

just a little late.

Alright this is my first poem ever... i've never ever written one before... please comment. its about my loss, my grampa, my bestfriend. i miss you.



As 6:30 am rings,

I shut off the alarm

I'm facing fatigue in a ring,

and fatigue got the best of me.



I was a little late.

thinking this wasen't the day

today wasen't the date,

that you'd pass away.



You left us here.

expecting us to move on.

I forgot to tell this in your… Continue

Added by J-F Laberge on April 11, 2009 at 8:50pm — 2 Comments

Your Eternal Self

I absolutely love this book.

Your Eternal Self

Added by Diana, Grief Recovery Coach on April 9, 2009 at 7:13am — No Comments

A new arrival in December

Jack's older sister, Georgie, called me with the news that she and Jonathan will be having Baby #2 in 35 weeks. If they counted right, New Baby will be here near Jack's birthday in December. Jack would have been thrilled to have a new niece or nephew. He was a super-hero to Old Baby, Sophia, who reached up her 2 year old arms to signal that she was ready for a ride on his shoulders. She held on to his hair and yelled, "Yee-haw!" Off he'd lope, whinnying every few steps.



I'm thankful… Continue

Added by Margaret R. on April 6, 2009 at 2:34pm — 1 Comment

Missing my April Fool

It was a long April Fool's Day yesterday. From the time he was a toddler, Jack thought that April Fool's Day was the best fun ever! When he was 2, he used the broom to open the garage door and bounced out from the side of the house with a grin and a loud, "Apil foo's, mommy!" after I ran out of the house in a panic. I learned to never use the sugar or salt without checking, to view meals cooked by Jack on his sacred holiday with suspicion, to let the shower run for a bit without blindly… Continue

Added by Margaret R. on April 2, 2009 at 10:47am — 2 Comments

holidays and birthdays

Well as if making it past xmas, new years, my husbands birthday, valentines day, wasn't hard enough now my birthday is coming up. LONELY, LONELY, YUK....
OK LORD I KNOW I AM TO ACCEPT HIS DEATH BUT WHY DOES IT WEIGH SO HEAVY ON MY HEART.
HOLD ME UP LORD, HELP ME TO KEEP GOING ON WITHOUT HIM, ONE DAY AT A TIME.
Friends are great, but when couples are around it is a little hard. I guess this shall come to pass..
God bless everyone and hold your head up.

Added by Gina Stroup on March 19, 2009 at 12:09am — 3 Comments

American U.S. Justice Depart. Files 40 page brief AGAINST American Murdered Abused Small Toddlers Of American Battered Mother In International Human Rights Court

American U.S. Justice Depart. Files 40 page brief AGAINST American Murdered Abused Small Toddlers Of American Battered Mother In International Human Rights Court



An international human rights court has ruled that a Colorado woman was

entitled to government protection from an abusive ex-husband after he murdered their e daughters. Eighth in our "Dangerous Trends, Innovative Responses"

series. (WOMENSENEWS) --Jessica Lenahan wants to know who riddled her three daughters'… Continue

Added by Teardrops*for*katelynn on March 15, 2009 at 1:38pm — No Comments

America: 75% Of All Batterers Get Custody Of The Children

America: 75% Rates at which Batterers recieve custody In America.



One statement in Breaking the Silence: Children's Voices that has provoked controversy was my statement that "the studies are showing" that up to 2/3 of accused or adjudicated batterers receive joint or sole custody in court. While no empirical study can definitively determine a universal statistical rate, the key point is that the research consistently shows that accused and adjudicated batterers receive joint or sole… Continue

Added by Teardrops*for*katelynn on March 15, 2009 at 1:37pm — No Comments

American PBS Documentary "Breaking The Silence The Children's Stories"

American PBS Documentary



What Breaking the Silence Means



By Dominique Lasseur



Documentary film producer Dominique Lasseur set out to explore the failures of the family court system in "Breaking the Silence: Children's Stories." But when public television broadcast the program in the fall of 2005, the father's rightsmovement was quick to react with scathing criticism and a deluge of viewer complaints. What compelled you to take on this issue? We didn't set out to… Continue

Added by Teardrops*for*katelynn on March 15, 2009 at 1:35pm — No Comments

American Novelist Talia Carner: "The Scandal In Our Own Backyard"

American Novelist Talia Carner:



The Scandal in Our Own Backyard



http://www.vibrantn ation.com/ interviews/ 2008/08/26/ the-scandal- in-our-own- backyard/



The scandal in our own backyard by Talia Carner

Talia Carner, a novelist and an advocate for child victims of the legal system, is the author of Puppet Child, a legal drama about a mother trying to save her daughter from the legal system’s justice. Learn more by visiting her website, www.TaliaCarner.… Continue

Added by Teardrops*for*katelynn on March 15, 2009 at 1:33pm — No Comments

American Center For Judicial Excellence Video "Our Children At Risk"

American Center For Judicial Excellence Video "Our Children At Risk"

CJE Family Law Documentary
Family Court Crisis: Our Children at Risk
12-Minute Documentary Trailer Video

http://www.centerforjudicialexcellence.org/cjefldocumentaryvnr.htm

Tags: abuse, child, civil, criminal, discrimination, domestic, human, injustice, rights, system

Added by Teardrops*for*katelynn on March 15, 2009 at 1:32pm — No Comments

American Former Georgia State Senator Nancy Schafer Children's Protective Services is a Criminal Political phenomenon &Video

Former Georgia State Senator Nancy Schaefer



"What is happening in America regarding Children's Protective Services

is a Criminal Political phenomenon, and it must be brought to an end".



http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-2131732860292570032





November 16, 2007

THE CORRUPT BUSINESS OF CHILD PROTECTIVE SERVICES

BY: Nancy Schaefer

Senator, 50th District



My introduction into child protective service cases was due to a… Continue

Added by Teardrops*for*katelynn on March 15, 2009 at 1:31pm — No Comments

American Advocate Boardmember Martin Luther king Jr's Daughter In Law, An American Presidential Executive Summary Bush Administration: Pushed To The Alter"

American Advocate Boardmember Martin Luther king Jr's Daughter In Law, An American Presidential Executive Summary Bush Administration:



Pushed to the Altar: by Dr. Jean V. Hardisty

Administration marriage promotion initiatives (August 2007)



Executive Summary



January, 2008



This report is the result of a two-year investigation by political

scientist Jean Hardisty into the George W. Bush Administration' s

marriage promotion and fatherhood… Continue

Added by Teardrops*for*katelynn on March 15, 2009 at 1:29pm — No Comments

American Stockholm Syndrom (abused children victoms))

American Stockholm Syndrom (abused children victoms)



An Introduction To American Stockholm Syndrome

People are often amazed at their own psychological conditions and reactions. Those with depression are stunned when they remember they've thought of killing themselves. Patients recovering from severe psychiatric disturbances are often shocked as they remember their symptoms and behavior during the episode. A patient with Bipolar Disorder recently told me "I can't believe I… Continue

Added by Teardrops*for*katelynn on March 15, 2009 at 1:24pm — No Comments

American Organization The National Organization of Women Book " Disorder In The Courts I"

American Organization The National Organization of Women Book Disorder In the Courts





Fa m i l y L a w : D i s o r d e r i n t h e C o u r t s



Introduction



By Helen Grieco, Rachel Allen



and Jennifer Friedlin



The National Organization for Women (NOW) is the country's largest and longest running women's rights organization. NOW is committed to fighting discrimination against women and girls, and ensuring their equality in every aspect of… Continue

Added by Teardrops*for*katelynn on March 15, 2009 at 1:22pm — No Comments

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