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Comment by George H on April 4, 2015 at 2:48pm

I just can't seem to pull myself out of this hole today I know she can't come back but I just sit here and wish it's becoming harder as the days go by just don't know where to or what to do anymoreit's just the same thing everyday

Comment by Sandy Elaine Norris on April 4, 2015 at 2:32pm

I'm so sorry Tildyc. Some days the grief is just so hard to bare. I wish there was something that I could say to help. 

Comment by Tildyc on April 4, 2015 at 2:22pm

I just feel like going back to sleep today. I just can't make plans without Mark in them. Curtains are closed tight shutting the sun out. I'm supposed to be getting things done in accomplishing a few things today. But – I just don't have it in me right now. I NEED My Mark back. I don't know how to do this without him.

Comment by Tildyc on April 4, 2015 at 1:21pm

It's beautiful out today. All I can do is lay here in our bed. Without Mark I just can't find a way to enjoy anything anymore. I miss living in the other world. Where Mark and I would go out and enjoy this beautiful day together. Like all those other happy and loved people out there that are sharing this beautiful day together. Wrapped in their secure and warm blanket of togetherness. Enjoying that soul nourishing connection that I have lost forever.

Comment by Sandy Elaine Norris on April 4, 2015 at 8:08am

I didn't take any offense, m morgan. We all have different lives. We all just have to live them the best that we can. I hate feeling so lonely, but I would love to have some good alone time.

Comment by George H on April 4, 2015 at 7:43am

Missing Mary wondering were this is all going to end I have nothing left she was my life just can't stand the loneliness anymore

Comment by morgan on April 4, 2015 at 1:22am

Sandy- I didn't mean to infer that anyone is going to deal with life events like I am.  If I did I am sorry.  I have no children so I don't have any close connections.  My husband was everything.  It's all so surreal. It's like my life went into slow motion and I can't stop the movie.  

Comment by George H on April 3, 2015 at 11:04pm

Another long night just can't sleep anymore I miss the sound of Mary breathing

Comment by George H on April 3, 2015 at 10:23pm

Being alone is best for me now I just can't deal with anything

Comment by Sandy Elaine Norris on April 3, 2015 at 10:02pm

I don't have a choice. I have to psych myself up for the holidays. Between myself and Mark, we have 6 children and 4 grandchildren. I will laugh when I can, cry when I have to, and leave when I want to. My children are the best. I just wish my siblings would be as understanding. 

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