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Comment by Tildyc on April 18, 2015 at 10:17pm

I would not trade the life I had life with Mark for anything. I – we- are fortunate to be able to have loved that deeply. And from what I can tell – the deeper we have loved, the deeper this pain is. So I guess – that is supposed to be the trade off? I had rather not lost him so damn early. But I I am deeply thankful for the love we had.

Comment by George H on April 18, 2015 at 10:12pm

Just talk to a woman I know she told me all this good stuff I should to get on with my life then she told me that her and her husband had a talk about what to do if one should pass. I told her that all her talks and plans will mean nothing when the time comes she said I know a lot of people that lost there spouse and they seemed to get through it in a short time so I told her she has no clue until it happens to her which I hope it don't

Comment by Dianne M. on April 18, 2015 at 6:51pm

I agree with bluebird. This is hell but my life with him has made me a better person and I wouldn't  trade our 20 years for anything....but sure wish we had 20 more...

I spend the day with friends and went to church tonight.

I drank 2 bottles of wine last night trying to forget all this pain but it didn't work..here I am facing the same things I did yesterday so lesson learned.

Comment by bluebird on April 18, 2015 at 6:07pm

lost,

In my opinion, it's better to have found your soulmate and loved them deeply, even though it means life is hell now.  At least, that's how it is for me -- I would never wish that I had not had my love and life with my husband.

Of course, this also means that now I only want to die, but I'd rather this than never having met him. I just think that people need to understand when people like me are unable to have any kind of life after the death of my soulmate.

Comment by lost on April 18, 2015 at 5:29pm

So here is my question:
Is it better to have found a soulmate and loved someone so deeply and now we hurt so badly??
OR
Is it better to never find a soulmate and not experience the love that we had??

Comment by George H on April 18, 2015 at 4:55pm

That is truly the perfect word to the way I feel

Comment by Tildyc on April 18, 2015 at 4:50pm

RE•DUN•DANT
rəˈdəndənt/
adjective
-not or no longer needed or useful; superfluous.

This is how each day is for me now. Except I need to add- the ever present grief and loneliness.

Everyday I wonder what I'm suppose to do with all these empty minutes that I have left to get through.

I'm feel this emptiness has consumed me. Without my Mark... I'm unable to find any reason why I have to keep going through the motions of all these pointless and un-inspired hours of existence. But everyday, I go through the same monotonous and repetitive steps. It is truly soul sucking and completely draining. I effing HATE this.

Comment by Tildyc on April 18, 2015 at 1:42pm

Sandy- my thoughts are with you- wish I could do something- anything, to lighten your painful burden. I'm so sorry.

Comment by George H on April 18, 2015 at 1:29pm

I miss Mary so much I'm so f'''ING broken doing this everyday makes no sense

Comment by lost on April 18, 2015 at 7:38am

Sandy - scream! This is so no fair for you.....scream!

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