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Comment by Rachel Lynn Schuler on March 4, 2012 at 10:17am

in two days is my mom's birthday she would be 81, i will put flowers on her grave...i love her so much and hope she is at peace...your support is much wanted during this hard time...thank you

Comment by Sue Waxman on March 4, 2012 at 8:08am

Hello Friends,

I just feel alone and sad. Last night I had such a sweet dream with me, mother and grandma together. It was so fun to be with them again. Thank God for dreams that make you feel loved and not alone. I miss what use to be. My family no longer exists since mother passed to the next world. It's just me all by myself in this world. I wish I knew why I am still here. So many people die that are needed by their children, their husbands...their wives, No one needs me. No one would miss me. That sounds like I am feeling sorry for myself...but it is true. When my mother passed, my heart broke. I am different. What to do today to get through another lonely Sunday. I know you all feel just as I do. I mourn mom and the horrible way my 3 sisters treated me afterwards just broke my heart. Greedy and cold hearted they were. I am so alone.

Comment by mercy on March 3, 2012 at 12:48pm

Barbara; am glad that you found this support group. I feel that I can come here and talk about what I’m feeling without being judged or looking crazy. I can’t find words that are adequate enough to bring you any comfort but I want you to know I’m sorry and understand your pain.. Losing a mom has to be one of the most painful experience humans have to go through. I’ve lost three brothers, my dad and now mom but I have to tell you, her loss has hit me the hardest. When she died, our home died too. All of us are grown and on our own so moms house is now empty except for the few times we have family meetings. The thought of our once full, warm and happy home sitting empty is almost more than I can take sometimes. The last few days, I’ve felt like I’ll get a nervous breakdown. It’s all too much; I love my daughter and at the moment she’s the only reason why I’m here otherwise the world is dead to me

Comment by MSB on March 3, 2012 at 9:54am

My loneliness seems to get worse each day for my mother. i had a good week  about 9 days ago and felt guilty. I tjought there might be hope for me. I guess not. Maybe i don't want any hope without my mother.

Comment by Melissa Broome on March 2, 2012 at 9:43pm

Hi all,

Just thought I would check in, Been having a tough time approaching April it will be a yr, Since mom passed seems like forever at times. I miss her more each day, The pain has not eased, But I will still keep moving forward, slowly, I think of my mom everyday sometimes  I smile sometimes I cry. I dream about her alot. I embrace these dreams because I get to see and hear her still, I am thankful for my life and my blessings. I will see my mom when it's my time but I'm enjoying my life with my husband and my children until that day. I miss and love you mom

Comment by sarah schlachter on March 2, 2012 at 7:26pm

The good days,the bad days,and the super ugly almost unbearable...Ughh one breath at a time..sadly slowly

Comment by Lisa Gladieux on March 2, 2012 at 7:56am

Barbara - I too lost my mom to ovarian cancer. She died November 23, 2011 at the age of 66 years. I am 46 years old with a soon to be 11 year old daughter. I am an only child & we have always lived together. Losing my mom was a huge loss for my daughter and I, but we have picked up the pieces and are moving on and enjoying life. I have never once thought of not wanting to be here in this life. I live for my daughter, mysel and for my mom. I want to get to Heaven and here my mom say, " I knew you would continue to make me proud"! Healing is what you make it! My mom was and still is my best friend! I think of constantly and wish she was still here, but the reality of it is she's not. Don't live for just your kids, live for you. Losing your mom is a horrible experience, but it is very survivable. My mom also suffered for the last 4-months and it was brutal to watch. My mother also had a colostomy that was pathetic. She is at peace and therefore, I am at peace! Blessings to you!

Comment by mercy on March 1, 2012 at 11:58am

friends, Its a wound that can never heal. I miss mom so much, its been eight months for me but it feels like a lifetime since I heard her voice. Somehow on the days leading to the anniversary of her death, the 29th, I get very emotional. Even if I don't look at the calender, I just somehow get into a very depressed mood. Last night I cried so much, wondering how I'm going to keep living this nighmare. I always question why I'm still on this earth. There are so many people who have so much to live for and who love life but are taken way too soon. I wish I could take their place. I don't want to be here anymore.

Comment by Cindi B on March 1, 2012 at 10:43am

@Marlene I think the same thing. When my Mom got sick I was blessed to have a boyfriend that was able to support me, emotionally and financially, so I quit work to travel back home to help care for her. It was a lot of back and forth for about a year and now that she's gone, I can't fathom starting a new job. Or Moving forward into the unknown without her guidance. It's been 8 months since she left me and I still feel as lost in this life as the day she left. I hope this gets easier for us all.

Comment by MSB on February 29, 2012 at 10:38pm

It seems to be getting worse again. I just can't imagine doing something new without having my mother to share it with. I would go forward, if only I knew what I was going towards.

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