I ask everyday why he took my baby, my only child. no one comes around anymore, I feel so empty . even my sisters don't come around, I asked them to go with me to see shawns stone, but nope. I get so mad at people with kids,  it hurts to see others happy. I forget how to laugh and smile. why am I here anymore, why does shawn not come to take me with him? I want to go. its like being in a dark small room, and im screaming for my shawn to come, screaming to stop my pain. hes my life my love my everything. my tears will never stop.   I love you shawn, please come take me home with you.     mom

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Comment by bluebird on June 18, 2014 at 3:35pm

Thank you, kim. 

Comment by kim on June 18, 2014 at 10:20am

thank you bluebird, im so very sorry for your loss to.  unbearable pain, and loneliness

Comment by bluebird on June 18, 2014 at 9:15am

I understand. In my case it is my husband who died, but otherwise the feelings are exactly the same. I'm sorry.

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