My oldest on Kristopher died March 14,2013 after a long illness. He was just getting over gallium barre system. Thenhebecame jaundance and his liver falled and kidneys couldnot getto toxins out. He fault so hard. he lived 1 1/2 months this last time. we did what he wanted and glad of that. but i'm missing him so much I feel likepart of mehas died. I have lost bothmy parents 30 yrs and 29 yrs ago I still have days that I miss so much. how do you survie the death of a son? I dontthink I can.