hurting and alone

I feelng so bad right now my life feels like it did when my parents died a yr and 10 days apart and my birthday in the middle of that. Hate August. And now my oldest son has died 3/14/2013 I feel that i'm all alone. its like when my parents died my sister took everthing and we have not had a family dinner since then much less talk to each other. I have to call them if I need help. then after my separation in 1999 my ex told my sons a bunch of lies before he told me he wanted a divorce. it tookmany months before they started opening up to me but it was not ever the same and now that Krisis dead my other son Brian is hurting a lot he has lost his brother and best friend in one time. I know he is hurting but does not want to talk about it. He has started not returning my calls likethey did after the divorce and it hurts so much. I feel so very much alone. I wrecked my car on the way to the hospital to see kris and have no way to get out of my apt. its like its all the same again and i'm starting over alone I just want to disappear and never be heard from again. my family would not care!

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Comment by no name on July 26, 2013 at 10:22am

Hello.

I just read your blog and I wanted to tell you that I hate august as well. This is the month were my grandmother died...

I hope that you are feeling a little better now. And you know, life puts in our paths challenges that we need to overcome. This may be a moment very hard for you, and you may have a lot in your plate, however, I am a person that strongly believes that everything happens for a reason, and what doesn't kill you, makes you stronger. So.. look for friends and family that you can rely on, and make of your the best in order to overcome this event.- you will grow and will be able to be there for your children whenever they need you.

Have a nice day.

 

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