Heartache is not just a name, its real

Going through pictures for the first time since last July when I had to pick pictures for my husbands memorial.  This time it is to find those pictures of my husband with his kids to give to them on Fathers day.  How can something that used to give me so much pleasure now cause such a gut wrenching ache in my chest that I cant take a breath?  My heart really truly aches!!!!  Maybe this was not such a good idea afterall. 

 

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Comment by Lori on June 3, 2012 at 1:44pm

Wow, I can see where that would be painful. Although I think the kids would appreciate it. I think we all have moments whether it be pictures, music, or any random thing that comes about and we feel we are back at square one. Hugs your way, this is one hell of a journey.

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