everyday is the same, same pain, same tears, same emptiness, same heart break, how can I go on without you, how does everyone else go on knowing you went away. I ask you every night why you left me, but you never answer me. I sit and watch the butterflys  sitting on your beautiful butterfly bush. and I cry.  I ask you to tell me what you want me to do, again no answer,theres no such thing as a good day any more. everyday is to  filled with pain. filled with tears, sleepless nights, needing you to come home, to hug you to kiss you, ill never let you go. my son, my baby, my shawn, please help me, I cant do this any more without you. I cant live knowing you are not here with me. im so lonely, heartbroken, empty without you. I want so bad to run to you, ill never let go, everyday is the same.