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Comment by Stephanie Wilson on February 28, 2013 at 10:30pm

Oh yes I have felt the same way with losing my dad. I really don't want to die either we just want the pain to stop. You are not alone in your feelings. God Bless you.

Comment by Lucy Russo on February 24, 2013 at 10:13am

I completely understand how your feeling. I feel like I don't want to go on and yet I'm not suicidal. My mom fought through many difficult time and I want to be like her but I just don't feel like I have her strength. I know that seeing me this way would make her very sad but I miss her so very much. And I feel very alone.

Comment by dream moon JO B on February 20, 2013 at 3:31pm

sory abot yore loss mellisa we all get thm days some days i just wont to scream nand shoud and use evry swear word under the sun and shout why take our loved 1s away from us why for a bit i woz drinking hevy just to the numb the pain but i didnt relize i woz only hurting my self drinking to mush iv cut don a bit but the pain is still ther i just hope my nxt life thr is no death evry 1 lives like peter pan i no its me nean in overactive imaginging mode but last yr woz a lot of death and bean a lot death ths yr the latedt death woz to day in the obistery notise 1 of my dads frinds i just wish life didnt suck so mush latelty but try and stay strong i no i sond like a bit of hipcrixt coz even im finding it hard to sray strong so sory abot yore loss

Comment by Mary on February 20, 2013 at 2:44pm

Melissa, yep I had a day like that...1 day and then something..perhaps my mom talking to me from heaven..told me that my mom like yours, had been through so much, and yet never gave up and would never give up and most definitely would not want me giving up.  I think it is normal sometimes to feel the way you did.  I guess in order to overcome the loneliness you have to make sure you surround yourself with people.  Come on here when you feel lonely and chat or at least journal or go to the Groww grief boards-there is always someone on the chat there who will listen and talk.