I have been married 34 yr. My wife is from Taiwan. I met her in New Mexico. 5 to 7 yrs ago she had to have dialysis. In the past year or 2 she has has had problems. One time she had a cardiac arrest. In the past month she went back in the hosp with heart problms. The hosp put in a pace maker and new heart valves.Since all this was done she had blood pressure problems which became more severe and breathing problems the breathing improved but then went bad. She developed some sort of circulation problems in her toes and fingers(causing them to turn black) she developed some stomach infections. The toes the hosp told me were going to have to be amputated. The doctors said she would be like this with no improvement. The decision was I could terminate her life(right to life option) because I knew she would be miserable (permanet breathing tube,amputate toes fingers)operation on stomach.She never developed these probles before coming in.However Iam certain without some kind of intervention she would end uip dying. The hospital terminated her life with my permission. My stepson was there with his wife me we  watched her die .A horrible experience only I was destined to observe .

Its terrible and I feel guilty did I make the right decsion.Should I have prolonged her life She being confined to a wheel chair.So within three or 4 weeks of entering the hosp I ended up terminating her life .A wonderful woman at times who loved me who also had a intense temper.Never the less I weathered the storm.She made some terrible financial decions but I stuck by her .Needless to say I now have to suffer the prolonged guilt and grief over doing this

Dave