Up all night...

Up all night thinking of you

Up all night shedding tears for you

Up all night missing you

Up all night wanting you

Up all night looking at photos of you

Up all night, remembering how you loved me in a special way

I need some sleep, because my head hurts

My eyes are puffy

My eyes are tired

The sun is about to rise.

But... I'm up all night.

My fiance/bf passed away April 27, 2012.  I miss him everyday and I think of him everyday.   I have been home sick with the flu and I remember how he use to care for me when I was under the weather.  No I am in our bed, sick and alone.  I keep crying.   I miss him so much. I wish I could have him back but the sad reality is he is never coming back to me and he will never make chicken noodle soup for me again.

A poem for him:

time has passed

and Yet I miss you as if…