My fiance/bf passed away April 27, 2012.  I miss him everyday and I think of him everyday.   I have been home sick with the flu and I remember how he use to care for me when I was under the weather.  No I am in our bed, sick and alone.  I keep crying.   I miss him so much. I wish I could have him back but the sad reality is he is never coming back to me and he will never make chicken noodle soup for me again.

A poem for him:

time has passed

and Yet I miss you as if no time has passed

I remember the good times

as well as the bad.

but what I remember most is how much you

loved me and made me feel loved

Oh how I miss  your chicken soup