Cyndi W's Blog – October 2016 Archive (2)

Counseling session #1

Billy today I went for my first counseling session. It was hard but I talked it out you I'm blaming myself for not talking to you that day about what I suspected. If I would have would you still be here could I have changed your mind. I have so much frustration about this be cause I'm hurt, feel abandoned, numb, just going through the motions to get through the day. I'm scared and I want to block it all out and pretend your still here. If I don't face reality it's not real. I know everything… Continue

Added by Cyndi W on October 29, 2016 at 12:14am — No Comments

Learning to cope without you.

William(Billy) the love of my life you left us so suddenly.  I know I have your memories and we had some great ones.  As i sit here watching the cursor on my computer blink Im lost I have no words.  Billy i know I got to spend some great years with you and I do cherish them.  Your laugh was infectious with many Cajun stories to tell.  But you see on October 16th 2016 you stole half of me.

I found you the way I never hoped to see you and Cas was with me.  We had to deal with the…

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Added by Cyndi W on October 25, 2016 at 11:48am — 6 Comments

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