I keep reading grief support sites intro . I suppose that what you do join a grief support group. I didn,t realize what a screwed up life I had untile my wife died.Hows that possible I mean she would have recovered got out of the hosp and we would have been back in the same"bipolar life" Me with my compulsions. So she died umm now the grief is really setting in.Even with welbutin as a chaser.OMG! 30 minutes and my relief shows up. Iam off the next shift.Have to go for a medical procedure.…

So it was a horrible september day that I got the worst call. I was just enjoying myself days earlier happy because I was headed on vacation to Jamaica. My smile was huge and I felt so proud knowing that I'm going places in life. Suddenly my happy smile changed when I got the call saying that your father has been shot. At first I thought that I was dreamsing, I felt that I was in a nightmare, and all I wanted was to be out of it. It took me a while to just pull myself together; so I had to…

Cures for Cancer

So Many Times I Think of You

The scent of Orient inspired perfume lingers in a mall

A reggae tune that reminds me of dancing in the Village

Potato and egg breakfast tacos which you taught to me make

So many times, I think of you.

A recommendation on my LinkedIn site

Your CV still on my hard drive

Memories of our last email exchange on being your own boss

So many times, I think of you

My thoughts of you, once…

I have had three sudden and tragic deaths. My mother answered her door to help a stranger. that stranger pulled out a knife and stabbed her to death.  her face was slashed. she was found by her boss when she didn't show up for work.that was april 11,1989.  20 years later they finally put him away for 65 years. we were happy and releived we could put mom to rest. November 22, 2009 I lost my oldest son.he was 32 and on a bicycle was hit by a big pick up.my heart is in a million peices. I think…

i cant beleve it as i woz warking thru the grave yard checking on the family graves and making sure i add more water to the floreers i cudnt beleve thata lot of the leaves are falling off the trees all ready and its not even septeber yet it still augist and sum of the leaves on the ground are brown or red i dont no if its got any thng to with the ozone layer geting biger i try to use ozone frendly thngs to protect the envirmint…