Color Run... I wish Christian was here to enjoy with me.

I can't sleep...

knowing you will never return

I stay up late

I wake up late

I can't sleep...

I lay on your side of the bed

hoping to feel you

I can't sleep...

the tv stays on to distract my thoughts

but I can't watch our favorite shows

I can't sleep...

I miss our nighttime cuddle time

I miss you saying good night

I can't sleep...

Now that you're gone....

I can't believe you are gone from this earth. 

I am now here on this earth alone and longing for you,

for your touch, your arms wrapped around my body

for the special way you loved me.

Lonely, is what I feel now that you're gone.

Now that you're gone...

I come home to a lonely home

I come home to a cold empty bed.

If feels cold... now that your gone.

Now that your gone...

I will try and get…