Miss you so much today, Mom.  There is so much I would like to tell you.  It's Monday once again, a day I will hate until God makes things right in Paradise.  Monday was the day I lost you. And how I hate that phrase, "lost you", as though I was negligent somehow and that's why your not here.  Maybe, in a way I was.  I insisted you take that medicine that we now believe may have caused your death. The doctors made me think you had no choice but to take it. I should have done my homework…

No truer words could be said: " Just because I'm strong enough to handle pain doesn't mean I deserve it!"

 When I was a teenager, my cousin used to babysit the cutest little blonde headed boy named Casey.  I used to spend alot of time over at her house, and I would play with Casey, hold him in my arms and rock him and pretend he was my baby.  I loved his chubby little baby arms and cherubic face.  I must have kissed his cheeks a thousand times!   When I grew up and married, I had a little baby boy --blond headed and adorable, just like Casey!  So I was very shocked tonight when I read Casey's…

 Been fighting a nasty cold for a week now.  I have eaten so much chicken soup that I think I'm going to grow webbed feet and a beak!  Amazing how something that can only be seen under a microscope can cause you so much misery, or even take a life.  I was remembering, today, how I got a very bad case of the flu when I was six or seven years old. My fever went so high that I began to hallucinate. Saw creepy, crawly things going up and down my bedroom wall.  But what I remember most was Mom's…

I pass that little white house alot on my way home from work. It may look like any other house on that Street to those who don't know the secret that lies within. The lawn is neatly manicured, the hedges perfectly trimmed. Several beautiful fat cats lay on the porch sunning themselves. And in the driveway is a slightly older model car that always looks freshly washed and waxed. But no one has lived in that house for nine years now, except the cats! Every day, an older distinguished looking…