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Comment by FLORA on May 4, 2016 at 1:30pm

Hi Felicia, I too know how you feel. I lost the love of my life going on three months ago, and the grief is an awful, terrible feeling, and it's always there!!! He's the first thing on my mind in the morning, the last thing at night, and all day in between..... I just want it to stop!!! I'll always love and miss him with all my heart, but I want to be happy again, otherwise what's the point of living??

Comment by HollowHeart on May 2, 2016 at 11:19am

I know just how you feel. I know that may sound presumptuous, but I get it. I would also rather face a firing squad, at least this pain would be over then. I am another one of those sad souls that has to go to work (and job I don't even like which makes it worse) and pretend to be OK and socialize. I just want to crawl in a hole and stay there. I understand exactly wanting someone to see your pain but also knowing they don't care and there is nothing they can do anyway. I guess there is a feeling of wanting someone to realize how much suffering you are going through on a daily basis. How I think about wanting to die multiple times a day to end this torment. I'm tired of being miserable.

Comment by Felicia on April 28, 2016 at 8:34pm

I am very sorry for your losses, as well.  It is so difficult to be "normal" for everyone elses'  sake when your heart is breaking inside you.  Looking forward to this promise from God coming true, Isaiah 25:8--"God will swallow up death FOREVER, and wipe the tears from all faces..."

Comment by Sharon Stolp on April 28, 2016 at 5:30am

My heart understands so well what you are saying. I lost my husband of 46 years Feb.5th, 2016 at 11:15 a.m. due to cardiac arrest.  It hurts so badly.