So tomorrow is 7 months that you've been gone and it still sucks:'( living with your traumatic death will always and forever be hard. I don't think it will ever "get easier" it will just be something i live with like a heavy burden in my heart that weighs me down. Its like an invisible scarlet letter. My pain is nothing compared to sissys n papis.. Another sucky day i hate the 22nd every month n every year for the rest of my life feeling so sad and down