So here we are getting closer to the dreaded date...soon a yr.. I read a lot now, when I was younger I read all the time, then stopped..now I read again and with so much more clarity on how fragile life is..my sons grandpa passed and I hate to see him hurting and having to deal with loss at such a young gad..how I wish I could take away his spin..I remind him set least he knew his grandpa..I never knew my grandparents..I wish my sister would talk to me..I'm almost ready to give up on her. I texted her on Easter, miss you n love you as I have so many times this past few months, still no response. Ni know everyone grieves differently but I need her..she us my strongest connection to my brother, yet still no response...it hurts, but I will still pray for her to have peace..I miss you bri..