"Ms. Jan, your loss touches me and makes me so sad. I was there when my wife passed away - holding her, but we were at the ICU. I can't fathom the pain and grief you are feeling. Reach out and share with others here - we are…"
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- About Me:
- 54-year-old widower
- About my Loss:
- My partner of 29 years died from lung embolism in my arms at home last year. We were two persons with one soul. He died suddenly from one minute to another, and his last breath was mine. During the time I gave him CPR, he died while I was blowing air inside his mouth. Our final eye contact was so close that I could see inside his blue eyes as his life left his body. The pupils dilated, the eyes became glassy like those of a dead fish.
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- At 6:40am on April 14, 2025,
Charles McGrath said…
Hello ,
How is everything with you, my name is Charles McGrath,I picked interest on you after going through your short profile and deemed it necessary to write you immediately. I have something very vital to disclose to you, but I found it difficult to express myself here, since it's a public site. Could you please get back to me on:(charles_mcgrath81@yahoo.com) for the full details.
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- At 10:36am on January 15, 2021,
Joe H. said…
Ms. Jan, your loss touches me and makes me so sad. I was there when my wife passed away - holding her, but we were at the ICU. I can't fathom the pain and grief you are feeling. Reach out and share with others here - we are stronger as a group than as individuals. deeply and sincerely sorry for the loss of your love one.
There is a zoom support group meeting on mondays if you are interested. it was met only twice but been a good experience for me. Again, sincerely and deeply sorry for the loss of your husband and other half.
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