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Comment by Rachel Lynn Schuler on July 4, 2011 at 1:42pm

God bless Sue....im so sorry your having a hard time...im not doing well either, and my sister and i are also on the outs...minute by minute, hour by hour, a little at a time hun....

Comment by Sue Waxman on July 4, 2011 at 1:06pm

Hi Friends,

Having a very bad day today. One week ago today mom died. I would love it if we all could be together under one roof and cook a dinner together by candlelight, hold hands and be physically together instead of just e mails. How comforting that sounds. I so appreciate you guys. I am hanging in there hour by hour. Like we all are. I am also dealing with my sisters being totally cold and selfish. Another form of loss. I have to let go of them in order to be healthy at some point. Family unit - no longer there. Hasn't been for ages. I to am restless Rachel. Restless is such a great word for us. Thank you for being there for me. Sue

Comment by Rachel Lynn Schuler on July 4, 2011 at 11:16am

thats sounds good Sue....I hope your hanging in there....I am so restless, not much to do, time going slow....etc....try and have a good one hun

Comment by Sue Waxman on July 4, 2011 at 10:30am

Wish Mom was in the kitchen making her famous Macaroni salad for a family Fourth of July gathering like she did for many years. She died 1 week ago today. I have no family to offer me support. Lots of blame games and anger going on. Today is Independence Day. What does that mean for those of us grieving and feeling so lost. I hope you all make it through today as best you can. I wish those of us that have connected could hug eachother today. Sue

Comment by Nadine Fox on July 4, 2011 at 10:02am

weird how today is making me teary with Mom gone. It wasn't a holiday that we normally got together, I suppose it is however her strong love for America and all that we stand for. I am flying HER flag here at my place.......

Comment by Rachel Lynn Schuler on July 4, 2011 at 5:04am

mercy, just try your best to enjoy your time here, its not easy....you are too young to want to not be here....but i understand your feelings....i have hit rock bottom myself....hoping somehow i can snap out of it...just everything piling up....hopefully things will improve for us both....your friend, rach

 

Comment by mercy on July 3, 2011 at 10:17pm

Dee; I could have written those same words. Mom died a few days before your mom and even though we knew she was in pain  we wanted her to stay. She fought so hard to stay around. Finally cancer won. I miss her so much, my heart aches. I've lost three brothers, my dad and now mom but this is proving to be almost unbearable. I just pray for my time to go.

Comment by mercy on June 27, 2011 at 3:51pm

I hear you Katrina. I feel like there's a BIG void in my heart, a hole that only a mother can fill. Its very hard!

Comment by katrina on June 27, 2011 at 2:57pm

I miss my Mom every minute of every day!

Comment by Rachel Lynn Schuler on June 17, 2011 at 1:04pm

Grace, its not selfish to want your mom here, I do too...its natural....you remember all the good times, the advice, the talks....I want my mom here too, but she is in spirit....its hard to live without her and her guidance, but I know she is well now....when you really love someone that much you want them to be at peace, and she is

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