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Comment by Melissa Broome on January 2, 2012 at 4:19am

I miss my mother so much. I go on about my day. For some reason I have been really emotional so I've been trying to push thoughts out of my mind about my mother at least during the day. But every time my mind drifts to her for even a moment I start crying. I dream about her at night alot. But she's alive and well, when I wake up it's like a kick in the gut. When I realize it was just a dream :( I'm not sure when this pain will go away my mom will be gone 9 months on the 7th. It seems I miss her more and more each day. After a while you can only pretend so long that their not gone. I don't know what I'm supposed to do without her? I miss her too much.

Comment by Linda on January 1, 2012 at 9:35pm

I am very thankful to gave my girls. I do have a very close relationship with my girls like u had with my mom. Today was very tough, the new year without mom, overwhelming. I just sat in her room and cried and cried

Comment by Lisa Gladieux on December 31, 2011 at 7:30pm

Linda - I am truly sorry for your loss. I do understand the pain your going through and it sucks that we even have to experience this kind of pain. I love this group because it has helped realize that I'm not alone in my pain. Be safe and take care of yourself. Hugs, Lisa

Comment by Linda on December 31, 2011 at 6:31pm

I live in Seattle and jan me.and my girls are flying home to Indiana to.lay my momma.to.rest next to her.mother. its been 3 weeks.and alot of days I.just.want to.end.it.and go with her because.the pain is.to much. The only.thing keeping me from.that are my kids, I.wouldn't.want them to.feel the pain I.am feeling right now

Comment by Linda on December 31, 2011 at 6:21pm

I lost my mom dec 8th from a long illness of COPD, congestive heart failure, diabetes etc. She lived with me on and off for.18 years when she needed to. She was placed on hospice thanksgiving day and within 10.days.she past away. She died at home with me holding her hand and my daughter reading to her. One second she was breathing and the next she was gone. I miss her so much.... everyday the pain gets worse and I miss her more and more

Comment by Kevin Velez on December 31, 2011 at 2:57pm

That's great positive energy!

Comment by Lisa Gladieux on December 31, 2011 at 9:54am

I loved my mom deeply and am sad that she is no longer living, but I also love life! Yes, I'm a mom, but I would like to think that I would go on living regardless. My heart goes out to those of you who feel differently. Life is definitely hard, but I also like the challenges it brings. I hope you all find peace in the coming year in your own way. Hugs, Lisa

Comment by mercy on December 30, 2011 at 11:00pm

Elaine, do you have kids? I have a little girl and shes the only reason why I'm in this world. If I knew she would be perfectly ok without me, I would gladly leave this world. I see so many promising young people who love life dying; and wonder why God would not let me take their place. Apart from my little two year old girl, life is just pain and agony without mom or the brother I loved more than life.

Comment by K.T on December 30, 2011 at 4:37am

Is anyone else feeling really low and depressed about tomorrow? I always find New Years emotional and sad but this year I just can't wait for this whole "festive" season to be over :(

Comment by Lisa Gladieux on December 29, 2011 at 6:50pm

Sandra & Elaine - I felt like I was reading my own life story. My mother was not strong enough to come home from the hospital and was placed in a skilled nursing facility. This is not a place where people thrive! Like your mothers, mine needed 24-hour medical supervision. I worked full time, have a child with disabilities and was trying to visit my mom, make decisions & get her to her appts. I still feel like I let her down and should have been with her more, but at the time I thought I was doing the best that I could. I didn't realize my time with her was so limited. I just figured I would make it up to her when she got better and came home...little did I know. My mom also had an osteomyelitis bag that she hated and caused her nothing but grief and pain. We were supposed do the reversal in mid-December. In my mind that would have cured everything...little did I know(again). Looks like I wasn't alone in my experience of pain.

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