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Comment by Sandra Nichols on December 25, 2012 at 1:43pm

Well, actually I;m reading the comments and it seems like a lot of you are having a harder time with teh second christmas than the first one. I'm angry at myself for feeling like i dont want to go on. Im impatient at my sister for blocking out all of her emotions. I am so alone.

Comment by Sandra Nichols on December 25, 2012 at 1:41pm

It's been about 1 year and one month since mom has died. I feel worse now than I did last Christmas. Actually i feel like the first year i was in denial and shock. Now I cry more than I did before. I wonder if anyone else if like this. I really dont want to go on but, I know my dog needs me. My sister has totally isolated her emotions from me and there is no one I can talk to.

Comment by Ann on December 25, 2012 at 12:27am

It's Christmas in Chicago.  I held my mom's ashes and cried.  My heart aches.  

Comment by James D on December 23, 2012 at 11:56am

I hear you guys. I'm stuck with a family that's crumbling, an uncertain future, and really wishing that the holidays were done. Especially since at work all they play is this soft-hit Christmas music BS that either annoys the hell out of me or makes me miss my mom even more. I don't feel like I'm going to move forward on anything until January 2nd...if that. 

If you're interested, PM me on Skype...I may try to make an online chat for all of us come Christmas Eve. 

Comment by MSB on December 23, 2012 at 11:41am

My mom died Dec 12 2011. This year it is even worse for Christmas and my birthday follows on the 27th. I have no family besides my dad, whom lives in a nursing home. My world ended the day my mother died. i too, in a way, was hoping for another chance on the 21st to be with my mother. This year was filled with more losses. I am too scared to go forward, yet , what choice do I have?

 

Comment by Sue Waxman on December 23, 2012 at 10:23am

Hi Friends,

For all of us who have a hole in our hearts - God bless. Christmas is very different for us. My prayers and love - Sue

Comment by Dr S Gh on December 23, 2012 at 9:50am

yes my world ended on 21st spetember 2012. Just want the festive season to be over. Finding that the sadness is still growing. And i find it too painful to even think of my mum, i love her now more than ever

Comment by Anne on December 23, 2012 at 5:06am

First Christmas without my Mom, and to me it is just going to be another day..she isn't here..and my heart is still breaking.  You are right Ann and Mary, the world ended when my Mom died and if the world had ended, at least it would have meant I got to see her soon rather than later.  My partner is trying so hard to make this a good holiday, just wish I could just leave it be this year.  That's what my Dad is doing for all events this year.  He will not recognize any of them including his birthday.

Comment by Ann on December 22, 2012 at 10:42pm

The Mayans were way off.  The world ended on March 18th 2011 when my mom died.

Comment by Mary on December 22, 2012 at 10:20pm

First Christmas without my mom! Just not going to feel right. I found myself a bit disappointed the Mayans weren't right about the 21st. At least I would have gotten to see my mom again.

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