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Comment by Brett Bowman on November 23, 2018 at 8:07pm

SelV, you didn't die when your mom died. You can still feel everything that is happening to you.

Comment by SelV on November 23, 2018 at 7:16pm

Dear all...I posted way back in April this year. I do not post regularly but I do read all the new posts in this group. I do feel you guys. Come Dec 15, it will be 9 months since my mum passed on.  I was her caregiver for almost 11 years. She lived me with me. Never a day went by, without me crying or bawling for her. Her bedroom is intact and clothes still in her wardrobe. I hug her clothes and call out for her. Sometimes, I sleep on her bed. I dress up her bolster in her clothes and hug them tight as I go to bed. I have not let her go. How to? When she always had my back for more than five decades. She saw me taking my first breath and I was the only one  who saw her taking the last breath. That itself was very traumatic. My siblings tell me to move on...she is in a better place...her sufferings are over. Maybe but my mum's death has burnt my heart and killed my spirit. Everyday, I just go through the motions. The day my mum died, I 'died'. She was more than a mother to me. I feel like I lost my best friend forever. She is my true love...unconditional! 

Comment by Brett Bowman on November 23, 2018 at 9:51am

I said thank you to my mom over and over in the last days. I still feel horrible.

Comment by Avi on November 23, 2018 at 6:33am

I also never paid gratitude to  my mom for what all she did for me. Took her for granted. I wish I could go back in time and pay thanks to my mother but unfortunately this will not happen. 

Comment by Theresa on November 23, 2018 at 5:41am

Thank Crystal, I hate Holidays, glad its over too....

Comment by Crystal K on November 23, 2018 at 2:20am

Hi guys just sending my love and prayers to everyone this holiday season. These times can be especially difficult. Im glad Thanksgiving is over. It wasnt a good day for me. My aloha to everyone ❤️❤️❤️ 

Comment by Theresa on November 21, 2018 at 8:14pm

That’s exactly right Brett
I see my mom in me every day and I’m proud of that. my mother worked hard every day of her life so that I would have a good life and I never got to thank her
The best I can do is let her look down and be proud of the daughter she raised

Comment by Brett Bowman on November 21, 2018 at 7:38pm

Thank You!! That choked me up a little bit. My mom and I were a matched set though. It's hard to imagine one without the other. I still can't imagine it.

Comment by M Adams on November 21, 2018 at 1:35pm

Brett, you are your mother's gift to the world.  

Comment by Brett Bowman on November 21, 2018 at 9:14am

Virginia, I get up every day because I am my mother's son. I am fighting to be well for her and for myself. My mom lives on through me. I can hear it in my voice and see it in my mannerisms. my mom struggled mightily for the last several years of her life, but she kept fighting for her life. She didn't give up. I will do the same.

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