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Comment by Danny on May 13, 2015 at 5:48pm

Ya I stayed home for the most part but I did buy a card and put it on my parents table so the bond continues.  Jade: I feel the same although its been a bit longer than you.  Am in a terrible mood at times and snappy and it hurts existing relationships but that is how it is. 

Comment by Jade on May 13, 2015 at 5:18pm

It'll be 6 months on Sunday already since I lost my mam. 17/11/2014 changed my life completely and I can't seem to find my old self again yet. She was my best friend and not being able to talk to her hurts so much. Being the eldest sister ive never been that close to my younger sisters so me and my mam were best friends. My boyfriend is struggling to keep up with my mood swings and snappy attitude but I can't control it and I just want to go back to how I used to be. Patient, happy, confident and ambitious.

Comment by Kaity on May 10, 2015 at 11:58pm

I lost my mom on june 29th of last year. As the eldest i became a gaurdian to a child and a grandmother that day. I lost my grandmother earlier this year and then my best friend from high school earlier last month. I feel destroyed. Hope, commitment, and future are ideas that no longer have meaning in my life. Ive just been focused on damage control. Sell the house, raise my sister, pay the debt collectors. I share a birthday with my mother. All i want to know is if there is anyone else who shares a birthday with their mom and lost that mother to suicide. I just want to know how to even make it through that day. Please. Anyone.

Comment by Amy on May 10, 2015 at 12:45am

Hi Jean I'm sorry about your mom. My mom too was my friend and I get the whole having to do this alone. Mother's Day sucks now and I was going to go out with a friend but staying in sounds so much better and yes, funny, lighthearted movies are a must. Take care tomorrow.

Comment by Jean on May 9, 2015 at 9:47pm

Well, for me it has been a little over 2 years since my mother left me here alone to deal with everything. I am doing the best that I can to get everything done. No help from anyone in my family. Of course, nothing new there.

We were best friends and I was her care taker for a few months before she passed. She was well aware of everything going on. I feel so alone. Mothers day I just hide out. I have no children by choice. I do not regret that choice. The offspring of the others did not even come close to being anything close to my mother. I am now officially on my own.

I feel really bad for all of you that are new to this horrible group. I have to say that it has helped me along the way knowing that I am not alone in this journey. Always remember the good times with your mother. You are not alone. We are here to help when we can.  I am going to stay in bed and watch movies all day tomorrow. Happy movies. I just cannot go out and see everyone with their mothers anymore.

Comment by Jaden Wolf on May 9, 2015 at 8:06pm

About 3 weeks ago my mother committed suicide. :/ It pains me that tomorrow is mothers day. I miss her so much. 

Comment by Danny on May 9, 2015 at 1:56pm

Its the same for many of us Nancy. We know it but acceptance takes months or years depending on many factors.  I dont even know if it does ever happen except the rational mind knows.  Take care.

Comment by Leila on May 9, 2015 at 12:39pm

We buried my mom yesterday:-(( I design handmade greeting cards. I finished her Mother's Day card on April 6, the day she suddenly slipped into a coma (metastaic melanoma to her brain). She passed on April 18. I wrote a long letter to her inside her card and put it into the vault alongside the urn containing her ashes. I also put in two Yahtzee dice as a remembrance of the many hours we spent playing Yahtzee. I know my mom is dead because I was with her when she passed and I saw her ashes put into the ground, but I still feel as though I'm in the shock and denial phase. My rational mind knows she's gone, but somewhere inside I can't accept it. I know it sounds crazy. I feel crazy saying it.

Comment by Danny on May 9, 2015 at 11:37am

Indeed, I'm going to get a card tomorrow as well.  Write in it as well.

Comment by Amy on May 9, 2015 at 9:39am

Hey Nicole, my mom passed last April 25 and I know what you are saying. I actually went to target, got her a card (while crying in the store) and wrote to her in it. I still have it. I'm actually going to get another one this year and just write to her. But you do whatever you feel. There is no right or wrong And that's what makes this journey so difficult.

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