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Comment by Theresa on May 20, 2016 at 6:35pm

So yesterday was five months for my mom, it was a difficult day, well everyday is difficult. 

Hope everyone is doing ok...

Comment by David on May 15, 2016 at 6:36pm

Thanks Theresa, I know she knew I loved her and told her I was proud of her, it's just difficult having the regrets as wanted to give her more but I gave her my time which makes it harder as she was the centre of my everything, i told her she was my best friend, it just hurts each day and I sleep to forget, I know I must get through this and take a day at a time, she was a wonderful person. Thank you

Comment by Theresa on May 15, 2016 at 4:02pm

David

You don't know how lucky you are that you got to have those last few moments, and most of all you told her you loved her.......

 

Comment by David on May 15, 2016 at 2:57pm

I lost my mum 5 weeks ago, she was every thing to met best friend. I am a 50 year old male with good job and girlfriend but lived with my mum as loved her so much. She was 89 years old and everyone will say she had a long life and time is a healer. But I miss her so much, I would see her every night and kiss her goodnight and every morning to wake her up with a cup of tea. She told me she wanted to live for me, I feel my whole life has exploded without her, past two weeks all I have done is sleep, long term I can't stay same house, then every night when finish work my nights will be empty and lost. I used to take her out lots of places and cinema and on holiday 3 times a year to a place she loved and just last October she at last said she would like me to buy her another house and we also looked at a holiday home and agreed we would get it this spring then she was diagnosed with pancriatic cancer in February and I was heartbroken and I still am every day. She was my world and meaning for everything going to work come home make her dinner, spend time with her, I know people say I was a wonderful son and we had a wonderful relationship but I am left with all my regrets of things I did nt do to make her happy. Past weeks before she passed away we sat hand & hand every night and watched old dvd's together and I would tell her how much I loved her and she would tell me I was her rock, she never knew she had the cancer, I just don't know about my future now but I know I still want to talk about my beloved mum mum by chance, friend by choice as the card I bought her said which she put in a frame, my heart breaks so much. Thanks David

Comment by Monica on May 10, 2016 at 6:43pm

28 weeks today i lost my beloved Mother. It hurts soo much. I know, i know Theresa....grrrrr i just cant grip it either. Bless you too!!!

Comment by Monica on May 10, 2016 at 6:37pm

http://cynthiaschemmer.com/post/85337946543/motherless-day-every-day. I JUST WANTED TO SHARE THIS LINK WITH THE GROUP. I HOPE YOU WILL READ IT. BLESS YOU ALL!!!

Comment by Theresa on May 10, 2016 at 5:50pm

First thing on my mind when I wake up is my mom, and my sadness.  At night the last thing on my mind is my mom.

My mothers death has changed me, I hate my job and I am annoyed by everyone.

I pray for strength and calmness

I feel heartbroken all the time I try to keep busy, but I have to stop sometime.

My blood pressure is high, which it never has been.

I am trying really hard to process that I do not have my mom here on this earth any longer.

I am sure God has prepared a beautiful place for her, but I miss her so..especially because I never go to say goodbye to her.

Comment by Monica on May 10, 2016 at 5:18pm

My deepest sympathies Joanna. Yes i know that feeling. Just know that it is such a common emotion amongst our mutual losses. I hope you are able to find the time you need to escape & find the quiet your grief is craving. I have learned to steal time, but know how difficult it is when it cant be soon enough. All these new and undiscovered emotions have let me know how i will never be that same person i was, before i lost my Mother. Just sucks!! Bad!! Bless all of you.

Comment by Monica on May 6, 2016 at 9:09pm

HI everyone,i havent been on in a few wks. Made it thru the 6month period, now moving thru week 27....cant stop counting, and my grief has in many ways felt worse. As Mothers Day approaches,,,i feel myself falling harder & harder all over again. The lump in my throat never goes away. Im the only female in my family(6) that shared the bond of Motherhood. She guided me through all 4. She never left my side. We had the best and most cherished moments together as she helped navigate me through Motherhood. I just miss those chats on the phone when shes asking me about each one,,.
I do talk to her now. What other hope do i have? I feel the deepest sadness when i often still, feel i need to call and tell Mom something. The sound of a train in the distance makes my heart jump....it was holding me and my daughter up,the night we rushed to her house as the paramedics tried everything to revive her.
I will go to my Mothers house on Sunday,,,i guess because its what we would do. Spoil ourselves with a dream meal and simply be in celebration of our most sacred accomplishment. I am not sure what, other than be honest with my husband, that it is really all i NEED to do. He tends to overdo things for me, which secretly might make it worse. I shall be blunt and tell him...sorry i will be swollen eyes, crying and need to get this day past me!!!!!!! Sigh

My deepest condolences, thoughts and prayers to all of you. May the peace of Christ have mercy on us.

Comment by rhonda jean on May 4, 2016 at 9:34pm

Ps to Lisa: feel no guilt in doing what you need to do. I feel the same way about celebrating, and you have every right in the world to do what feels right for you. In my heart i feel peace will come to us all someday and we will feel like celebrating their lives and legacies, each in our own due time!

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