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Comment by Theresa on November 30, 2017 at 5:33am

Crystal it takes time you need to go through the emotions and when you feel like crying you cry, I do.

This is what I can say on 12/19 it will be 2 years, I still miss her with all my heart and I always talk to her, the pain in my heart is still there but not as intense, it will always be there she was a big part of my life.

 

Comment by BLUEBELL on November 30, 2017 at 2:01am

I am searching for the right words to express the depth of the sympathy I feel for each and every one of the people I have come in contact with here, but they elude me. The closest I can come is that I feel your pain; I share your pain. I understand how unbearable it can be and how the intensity of it comes back again and again. They say that we are made stronger as we go through life because we learn to accept our losses. But I disagree. I think it wears us down and we will never be the same. Our lives are forever changed. We are forever changed.

That being said, I also have faith that all of us will get through this. On those bad days, I hang onto that faith. I also hang on to the knowledge that this is a safe place to come and share my grief because you all understand the depth of it. 

Crystal. God bless you and comfort you. I pray he brings you peace again soon.

Bluebell

Comment by Crystal K on November 30, 2017 at 12:58am

I thought I was doing well the past month, but this week has been so hard it feels like the first few weeks after I lost my mom allover again, crying in bed at night, the feelings of guilt, the what ifs.. I thought I was getting past this but i guess not.. Gosh, I miss her so much. Its back to that unbearable pain... How do we ho back to enjoying life without this sadness looming over us wherever we go

Comment by Theresa on November 29, 2017 at 2:00pm

Thanks Bluebell it is a non weight bearing removable cast
Could be worse right

Comment by Sherri on November 29, 2017 at 10:37am

Hi Everyone I know Christmas is going to be hard I'm thinking of everyone and your in my prayers. I know its hard I can't even get myself to put anything out or up like the tree my family has asked I said it will go up just not ready right now. I know it's selfless but I don't want to keep looking at it and remind myself she not here or coming. I have always done everything for my mom at this time since she wasn't healthy to do it and since I'm the child with kids it was easier for her. To many memories right now I just keep crying when I even think about Christmas let alone have to look at them. Hugs to everyone I am glad I have you guys to let me thoughts out to.

Comment by BLUEBELL on November 29, 2017 at 10:24am

I can relate to the holidays being a very painful time Brett. You are not alone. Come here and talk it out if it will help. We will listen. We will care.

Bluebell

Comment by BLUEBELL on November 29, 2017 at 10:19am

My Mom used to wear a heel plastic insert in her shoe during the day and a special support sock for her foot at night. But what she had was not was not a tear, just fasciitis. Take care Theresa.

Bluebell

Comment by BLUEBELL on November 29, 2017 at 10:07am

Ouch! Are you in a walking boot or no weight bearing?

Bluebell

Comment by Theresa on November 29, 2017 at 5:21am

Thank you Brett, for anyone that's in the medical field I have three foot issues, a plantar plate tear, a nerve entrapment and the good old plantar fasciitis.

It has pre-occupied my mind because my job requires a lot of standing.

Thoughts and prayers to everyone.

Comment by Brett Bowman on November 28, 2017 at 11:14pm

Thanks for thinking of me, Theresa. I am thinking about you, too. I am thinking about all of you. Thanksgiving was very difficult. Christmas will be so much harder.

God Bless you all. And I hope that your foot gets better soon, Theresa.

 

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