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Comment by Brett Bowman on March 13, 2018 at 10:57pm

There is never a good time or age to lose you mom, though I am sure glad that I got to have mine until she was 81. I still get jealous when I meet someone who is older than my mom was and still has good health. I am happy for them and their children, but I sure wish that I could have held on to my mom until I had one foot in the grave myself.

There is a line from Winnie the Pooh that I remember well. "If you should live 100 years, I would like to live 100 years minus one day so that I would never have to be without you." At least I think that's how it goes. Anyway, I just never wanted to say goodbye.

Comment by Jessica Laird on March 13, 2018 at 7:19pm

Hannah-  I am so sorry for your loss . I to lost my mom young , I am only 29 and my mom was 52 . Its not easy losing your mom in your 20s. 

Comment by BLUEBELL on March 13, 2018 at 6:57pm

I am so sorry. What you are going through must be horrible. My heart goes out to you. 

Bluebell

Comment by Hannah Palmer on March 13, 2018 at 5:03pm

My mother battled with depression for most of her life and for the last 10+ years of her life she battled with prescription medication abuse. She was take her prescribed medication incorrectly and whenever she felt like it. It got so bad that my dad took control of her medication. She passed away September 8 2017 of an accidental oxycodone overdose. We aren’t sure where she got the oxycodone from because my dad still had control of her medication at that point and none of her medicine had oxycodone in it. 

I never imagined that at 27, I would have to plan my mother’s funeral with my dad and brother. March 1 would have been my parents 38th wedding anniversary. 

Comment by BLUEBELL on March 13, 2018 at 4:00pm

Hannah,

I am so sorry for your loss. This can be a time of conflicting feelings. We are here for you. Sharing your feelings with those who have been or are going through something similar does help you not feel not so alone. It has also been my experience that the people on this thread are not here to judge or claim to know all the answers. We share our bad days and good days. We share our pain and mutual loss of our Mothers. Your Mom was so young. If you want to share what happened to her, it is okay. If it is too painful yet, that is okay too.

It was a year ago Feb 14th I lost my Mom. Sometimes I am okay with it and know she is not in any pain anymore. But there are many others times that I just want it back to the way things were when she was here. And when the raw reality hits that it will never be the same, I crumble.

Bluebell

Comment by Theresa on March 13, 2018 at 11:00am

Hannah I’m so sorry for your loss       You found a great group of people here and for the time that I’ve been on here it has helped me so much.  

Comment by Hannah Palmer on March 13, 2018 at 10:37am

My mother passed away 6 months ago at the age of 56. It took 5 months for us to get her autopsy results back. I just feel lost. 

Comment by BLUEBELL on March 13, 2018 at 9:02am

Off subject; even though I loved the way high heels looked, I hated wearing them. I always felt like all my weight was on the balls of my feet...ouch! I have not had on a pair in years.

Bluebell

Comment by Theresa on March 13, 2018 at 6:42am

Crystal I have though about going to a psychic but then after speaking with my brother I changed my mind, my brother kept saying you don't want to go there he called it the "dark side", I have not gotten to have him explain it, but I'm going to call him this week and ask what did you mean?

I practice Hatha yoga and it took me ten years to block out everything around me and be in the moment, after my mom passed yoga and meditation helped me a great deal.

I had to stop practicing because I tore a muscle in my foot wearing high heels at work!!! Go figure, but I can't wait to get back, it eases my mind and gives me a peaceful feeling.

Comment by Crystal K on March 13, 2018 at 3:37am

The first few months after her death, i became obsessed with the afterlife. Mediumship specifically. I started researching how I can develop my own skills and contact the spiriworld. Have not started yet. Although I’ve found some good starting info. Anyone else went through this? Apparently meditation is key. Hopefully one day I’ll actually go through with this. Because right now guess I’m too scared to try and see that none of this exists. 

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