Lori Marie Barker
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10 Months without him

Today marks 10 months since I found my best friend of 8 years and fiancee for 6 of those years dead in his car from a massive heart attack and sudden cardiac death. Though I have managed to find love…Continue

Started Sep 20, 2013

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About Me:
I am a divorced mother of two who currently lives with my fiancee (Husband)'s grandparents since we lost our house last year.
About my Loss:
On November 20th 2012, at 8:10pm, I found my fiancee, Anthony Hitson dead in his car. He has been my world since I first met him 7 years ago and a great everything since we got together. His "son" and I are empty inside.
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7 weeks

Tuesday makes it 7 weeks since I found my soulmate's body in his car. I miss Anthony Hitson so much that it is literally killing me. I've had two panic attacks, one of which caused a TIA or mini stroke. Every morning, I come out to the edge of the pasture and would have a good cry with talk time..you all know. Then, before bed, I repeat. Illm
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Posted on January 7, 2013 at 9:21pm — 1 Comment

Letter to my Soulmate

Anthony,

 When we had these talks about what happened if one of us died, those were for my knowledge....I am the sick one. I told you, I told you, I told you, I can't do this without you. When I found your lifeless body in your car, I wanted to die! What happened? I keep kicking myself in the ass for giving you space and just going inside.....I should have brought you in with me. I should have came out sooner.....I should have.........something! I know you hate seeing me in pain but…

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Posted on December 2, 2012 at 2:00pm — 2 Comments

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