Today marks 10 months since I found my best friend of 8 years and fiancee for 6 of those years dead in his car from a massive heart attack and sudden cardiac death. Though I have managed to find love once again, he still finds his way into my thoughts. All I can think about is, "Is he happy with the choice I made?" I know from him watching me from Heaven that he is by no means happy with how things have turned out since May 2013. His grandpa kicked me and his son out due to paranoia leaving us homeless. I was hospitalized 3 times (1 for cardiac, 1 for diagnosis of a 10mm Pineal tumor, and 1 for stroke). Our son had to goto my parents house while I slept in the streets for a month. Luckily, I reunited with a man after 9 years and we started a house together. Things are looking up and I believe Anthony had a lot to do with it. So on this day I remember you, Anthony James Hitson and you are in my prayers. (07/26/86-11/20/12). I have always loved you and always will.