i am 20 years old. i lost my bestfriend to an overdose. it will be two years this july. i cannot let go. all i do is think about her from the moment i wake up to when i go to bed at night. i cry everyday. all my thoughts are consumed with her. i dont talk to anyone about it. its not healthy and im scared.  i need help.

Views: 97

Replies to This Discussion

Jen,

I'm 21, and in May of last year I lost my best friend. The official cause of death was overdose, although we know he didn't, we think it was what he took mixed with the medication he was on. I know exactly how you feel, he's always on my mind, and I can't let him go. I only talk to one person about him, and even though I tell this person most of what I feel, there are quite a few things I keep to myself. So I know exactly how you feel. I don't have anything to say to make you feel better, because I'm still trying to make myself feel better, but just know that there is someone out here that knows how you feel, and currently feels the same way. If you want someone to talk to about her, you can message me anytime. I'd love to have someone to talk to that feels like I do.

All my best,

Shannon

RSS

Latest Activity

bruno cesar belesso replied to Naomi Kolczak's discussion loss of husband
"I lost my daughter to leukemia, and the pain changed my life forever. Learning to live with this loss has not been easy, but I chose to turn my grief into something meaningful. Today, I create oil paintings on canvas of loved ones who have passed…"
7 hours ago
bruno cesar belesso left a comment for Sasha Moshko
"I lost my daughter to leukemia, and the pain changed my life forever. Learning to live with this loss has not been easy, but I chose to turn my grief into something meaningful. Today, I create oil paintings on canvas of loved ones who have passed…"
7 hours ago
bruno cesar belesso replied to Entony's discussion Movies about grief that actually understand loss — any recommendations?
"I lost my daughter to leukemia, and the pain changed my life forever. Learning to live with this loss has not been easy, but I chose to turn my grief into something meaningful. Today, I create oil paintings on canvas of loved ones who have passed…"
7 hours ago
bruno cesar belesso commented on Kar's group Missing my Son or Daughter
"I lost my daughter to leukemia, and the pain changed my life forever. Learning to live with this loss has not been easy, but I chose to turn my grief into something meaningful. Today, I create oil paintings on canvas of loved ones who have passed…"
7 hours ago
bruno cesar belesso joined Jon-Paul Ackerman's group
7 hours ago
bruno cesar belesso commented on Steph's group How to move on...
"I lost my daughter to leukemia, and the pain changed my life forever. Learning to live with this loss has not been easy, but I chose to turn my grief into something meaningful. Today, I create oil paintings on canvas of loved ones who have passed…"
8 hours ago
bruno cesar belesso joined Steph's group
Thumbnail

How to move on...

How to move on after the loss of your significant other? Is this possible? When? Navigating through this process while also dealing with your grief. See More
8 hours ago
bruno cesar belesso commented on Susie H's group surviving family members' murders
"I lost my daughter to leukemia, and the pain changed my life forever. Learning to live with this loss has not been easy, but I chose to turn my grief into something meaningful. Today, I create oil paintings on canvas of loved ones who have passed…"
8 hours ago

© 2026   Created by Ninja.   Powered by

Badges  |  Report an Issue  |  Terms of Service