My mom died 4 months ago
My mom had pulmonary fibrosis. She was sick for a few years. It was funny how when my grandmother smoked, my mom would always say-I’m gonna die from second hand smoke. My mom never smoked. She died from lung disease. Ironic.I was fine at the funeral. Planning. Talking to everyone. I thought u handled it great. Now 4 months later, I’m a mess. Some days I’m perfectly fine, but others I can’t walk down the street without crying. I keep thinking that I haven’t talked to her in a while & I…See More
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Marlene, Today I mark two years two months. Like your post at two years, reality has set in and the shock is diminished. I don't know how it is my body still wants to wake up every day. I am a ghost of my former self. I wish this was all over and beg for it in my breakdowns. I spent 35 years loving the man who lit my fire every day. You never get over this, of that I am convinced. All we can do is share with each other the feelings that are left over from the worst thing that has ever happened to us.
Take care.