My mom died 4 months ago
My mom had pulmonary fibrosis. She was sick for a few years. It was funny how when my grandmother smoked, my mom would always say-I’m gonna die from second hand smoke. My mom never smoked. She died from lung disease. Ironic.I was fine at the funeral. Planning. Talking to everyone. I thought u handled it great. Now 4 months later, I’m a mess. Some days I’m perfectly fine, but others I can’t walk down the street without crying. I keep thinking that I haven’t talked to her in a while & I…See More
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So sorry for your loss, my post is on here somewhere, but reading all these sad posts makes me sadder and wonder if I should but we are the only ones who know how it feels
Hello Robin. I lost my husband of 34 years to cancer 3 weeks ago. I am already exhausted by the brutality of this grief. Sometimes my knees buckle from the physical body blows. My stomach aches and my head hurts and my heart is shattered. I thank God that at least other people understand. I realize there are two worlds now. One inhabited by those who haven't and those inhabited by those who have lost the love of their life. I keep going because I have to but I pray to go home every single day. I know that even when this becomes more bearable and eventually it will my best days are behind me. So it's going through the motions until it's my turn. I pray for all us daily and send my love to you and others who truly know what suffering is.
Hi Robin, I too lost my husband of 20 yrs on 1/30/2016. I am still very lost and heartbroken.
I am so sorry for your loss.